Boys = ICKY!!!

I hate it when girls say I'm gorse because I like females more then males. Seriously, if you like males that are disrespectful to females, always have sex on their minds, are cocky, and are just plain disgusting perverted!
I fucking think your gorse!

The reason why I like Females is because they have at least a little bit of respect for both sexes, they have beautiful bodies and not a gorse dangling thing... they smell better, they have emotion, their not afraid to show emotion... ect.

now if the male is a gentleman a loving nice gorgeous man, then he wouldn't be a gorse moron... but these bitches like these boys that are perverted and are so disrespectful towards women... so yeah I think your totally more disgusting then me!!

hothothot ;P

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if any body knows the song, I would love to know the name of it! ^^)

Eat Pray Love

I totally want to see this movie like mega! ^^)

you married him (song)

You knew you married an alcoholic,
What did you expect from your daughter?
You knew you married a hypocrite
What did you expect from the future?
You married him
Now you have to live with that burden
It will haunt you until your dyeing day
It will surround you until you sees to excise

Now you live with a daughter
That doesn’t understand your logic
She doesn’t understand
Why you are so hard towards her
And all she wants is to live in her mind
But she can’t

Now you live with this burden
Heavy on your heart
Until your dyeing day
It will surround you until you sees to excise

thunderstorms

Let the rain wash away the tears from my face
Let the thunder scare away my fears
Let the lightning lighten up my darkest days

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I found myself in wonderland

I rather close my eyes
And fall asleep
Then look at this world
Because I know I cannot save it
I rather dream in a nightmare
Then become one of them
In real life
Why should I fall awake?
When I can fall asleep
And dream of a beautiful place
Where nothing bad could happen?
Where nothing could be tainted
Where children never grew
Where mommies and daddies would never fight
Where birds and worms alike
Could live in harmony
Never to see their blood
Or another’s blood
And sleep forever in their dreams
in my dream of a wonderland

helps with one thing but creates another thing

The pills make me forget about the truth; make me hide my true feelings. They fog my vision of the real world in thinking that there is some good in it. They tell me I am not the only one, and that I can make it. They block my mind’s eyes and my vision, and tell me I’m fine. When my mind is just really being hypnotized, in thinking all this, and I wonder who I really am, I love the me when I’m on them, because I have nothing to worry, but I love the true me too… I’m stuck in between something I’m not, but want to be, and something I am and love who I am, but don’t like facing the depressing truth about life in general.

making love in poetry

I wish I had some one to put this ↓ under their name on my profile.
"Your hands they move like waves over me beneath the moon, tonight, we're the sea"


or just Scarlett Johansson

Silence brakes the cycle

The silence breaks my thoughts
It makes me forget about the reality
It makes me fall into a trance

It makes me want to stay asleep
It makes me want to never come back

The silence sooths my soul
A brake from all the havoc
A brake from all the noise
A brake from this life

But the life we live
Isn’t really life at all
It’s just a chain holding us down
The chains are society ruling us and owning us
I can understand we do need order,
But that doesn’t mean they have to control us
Even in our dreams they control us all
Always pushing us to be over achievers
But what are we achieving in?
All I know is we have no understanding
We have no love
And that’s what distinct us from other species
Because we are the most heartless and violent of all species on planet earth
You know why?
Because we have the intelligent abilities to know what we’re doing wrong
But we still do it any ways.

our mother is hurting

“Is this a time to be cloudy and sad,
When our mother Nature laughs around;
When even the deep blue heavens look glad,
And gladness breathes from the blossoming ground?”

All things share the same breath-the beast,the tree,the man. The air shares its spirit with all the life it supports. Humankind has not woven the web of life. We are but one thread within it. Whatever we do to the web, we do to ourselves.

sitation -
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this is what happens when you let your offspring play with toy guns

Okay so today this kid was laughing histaricly, and it was funny as hell cause his laugh sounded like a hyena… but any ways I was like to my friend “I wonder why they are laughing so hard?” cause I never saw them laugh so hard… and they said to me (take into note that we got into a little fight earlier) “This is how we geek when we think about people dyeing, haha!” (like torturing them) “And you’re in it.” And I’m like what the fuck you guys are disgusting! And I can understand your initial reaction, is probably like ‘oh they’re probably just kidding around…’ no, they weren’t I know these guys they are not! And if they were they wouldn’t be “joking” around like that they would be serious, and really mean it. I heard also in the back ground them saying (remember not a direct quote, but damn close enough!) “Like her head on a stick and spinning around with her tough sticking out, and her hair everywhere, hahahaha!” fucking violent, disgusting, low life scum! They will always just be losers, and will never get anywhere in life… w/e I reported them, and I don’t give a fuck if they get expelled before finals… >:}

close your eyes!

My face smiles but my heart is grimace
My head held up high but my sole limps
The emotion is but a mask to hide me,
I don’t know why I’m hiding though,
But it seems like people don’t knottiest
So I’m going to keep it that way.

he's perfect for me (Ville Valo)

Q: What's in common with the women you've ever loved? A: I've loved only one woman in my life. There have been crushes and they've been very different, some have had a regular daytime job and some have been artistic type. One thing in common is long hair. Short hair isn't sexy or feminine. But of course there are exceptions. I like sensitive and strong women. A woman should be extremely patient with me because half of the year I'm away from home. I'm so jealous of a person that an open relationship doesn't work. And I've never had one-night stands.

Q: How has your image of women changed since your teenage years? A: When my friends started to get interested in girls, I concentrated on music. I thought girls were scary and kinda useless. I don't think like that anymore. But my image of women changes all the time. Women surprise me every day.

Q: What has the life as a rock star taught you about women? A: That women can be vulgar beasts, just like from some rock legend. Because of my status lusty, high-heel chicks are trying to drag me to bed. They're trying to bolster their self-esteem. But I'll be strong.

Q: Lies that women believe? A: "Our band has to practice!" No, I'm pretty direct: if I want to stay in a bar with my friends or just be alone, I say it.

Q: How does a woman change when getting older? A: Everyone's got their own way. I know 50-60 year old women who are younger than teenagers; their whole being glows. Living the life routinely can kill you at a very young age, a little bohemianism is good. Of course physical changes are unavoidable. Debbie Harry and Faye Dunaway are good examples of beautifully ageing women. I understand plastic surgical acts, not the absolute value. But they're OK if they bring self-assurance to somebody and that way make people glow. It seems like every other woman has a complex about breasts. However, I like small boobs.

Q: What in a woman you pay attention to? A: I always notice long hair that's in a good shape, angel curls. I don't like hydrogen peroxide blondes. In some level I'm also a shoe fetishist. If the most beautiful woman in the world had awful shoes, it'd be a major turn-off. And it bothers me if a woman can't walk naturally. The voice is also very important. The catwalk people and a face in a magazine don't necessarily impress me. You can't build a relationship only on physical qualities.

Q: What kind of woman's behaviour makes you confused? A: A woman can go to the bathroom and leave the door open but a manly, an overflowing sexuality in a conversation makes me blush. Only one sentence can completely ruin my interest. I got really confused at a gig when some lady grabbed between my legs.

Q: What's your worst experience with a woman? A: All the unpleasant situations have only educated me. Even fighting is natural, although it is a pain in the ass. And it doesn't mean that after the first argument we'd break up. One horrible experience was when as a teenager I was at a party and I ended up making out with my crush. I had drunk a few beers too much and I threw up in the bed. I don't think it was a right way to show my affection. It happens.

Q: If you were a woman, what would you be like? A: I"d spend a hell of a lot more money on clothes than I do now. Guys only have boring suits, jeans than don"t fit well and ugly underwear. I"ve sometimes bought women"s pants (=trousers). As a woman I could spend money on useless things also. Spending is wonderful. Although I"ve always wondered about how women spend so much money on their appearance. I don"t understand these terrible expensive facial lotions that you put on your face at night. It"s useless. You can take care of yourself by not smoking and not drinking too much alcohol and by doing sports.

Q: What makes a woman un-erotic? A: Moustaches and long armpit hair doesn"t turn me on. Perfumes are also un-erotic, as is make up that is too strong. Nothing is more erotic than the smell of skin and it"s softness. Touch. But eroticism (is that a word?!) depends on the case. If the right woman carries her hair rollers the right way with a cucumber mask on her face, it can be the sexiest thing in the world.

Q: What"s the worst way to hurt/offend a woman? A: I don"t know about worst, but it"s offensive to ask a woman"s age. Age seems to be a taboo. I think it"s interesting to find out how old people are. I also have a bad habit of being ignorant, which causes hurtful situations. I don"t always necessarily notice if the other person needs or wishes for something. I have a moody and selfish personality: I prefer to take than to give. I don"t always remember to phone when I"ve promised to do so.

Q: When is a woman at her most wonderful? A: When she is sleeping. Unprotected, no roles.

Q: What is a wise/smart woman like? A: One who doesn"t go out with me. I"m completely incompetent of taking care of someone. Wisdom is having found a balance and being at one with yourself and the world. I don"t know anyone like that though. Everyone has some kind of a battle going on.

Q: What has been your worst mistake with your relationships? A: Not having a normal job and never being at home. It"s extremely difficult to maintain a relationship when you"re away half of the year. The phone is not enough. You can"t take your loved one with you to do nothing.

Q: When do you find it distracting to be around women? A: If my honey is at a gig I"m doing, it"s distracting because the telepathy starts to work straight away. Also, writing songs is a sensitive moment. I listen to the resonance (<-- not sure about the word here) of the highest strings of the guitar and wait for those to lead me into something. I don"t want anyone to be near me then. I also don"t want to be seen when I"m looking at Internet porn.

Q: For how long can you go without female company? A: Physically, for as long as it"s necessary. Women aren"t objects that you look at only on weekends.

Q: What have your parents taught you about women? A: I"ve had a liberal upbringing. My parents' still being together is a good example. My mom is a pretty eccentric character. I"ve inherited her temper. She"s an organized hippie: free mind and ways, but she has the ability to work according to rules. She takes care of me, she still buys me pillows and blankets. If I"m having some kind of relationship blues, we can talk about everything openly. Just like I can with my dad. I"ve gotten my verbal acrobatics from my dad, and that"s how I win people over.

Q: What life advice about women would you give to your own son? A: Look at your dad and do the opposite. Treat women better than your dad does. Take showers and change your underwear that can impress women.

Q: What about to your daughter about men? A: I"d be an overprotective father who wants to see every single potential boyfriend. To my teenage daughter with raging hormones I"d say that sex is not love.

Q: What couldn"t you forgive a woman? A: If she forgot my birthday. Seriously: I haven"t come across a situation that extreme yet. You must be able to forgive mistakes and inconsideration. I could even forgive cheating, but something as cold as that would make me paranoid about my own abilities. After that it might be hard to be in physical contact with that lady. The relationship would die out. So far this hasn"t happened.

Q: What"s the biggest compliment you"ve gotten from a woman? A: That despite my moody pseudo-artistic nature they still want to hold me again and again. It"s impossible to repay a compliment like that. I often hear something positive about my singing voice and that I look better in reality than on TV. But those compliments don"t really do anything for me since I know that I"m a good singer. It feels good if they compliment my songs.

Q: When is a woman most scary? A: In the morning, if she"s still got last night"s make-up on her face.

Q: In female company, when do you feel like a real man? A: What is a real man? Those words remind me of a macho man who boasts with his physique or wit.

Q: What do you talk about with women? A: A lot of the same things I talk about with men. On the tour bus with the band guys I go to this Freudian anal stage, and that stuff I can avoid with women. But tour life isn"t normal life. Talking about fucking can be an enlightening discussion with a woman.

Q: What words do you use most often when describing women? A: Whatever. I can call my female friends bitches or hags (note: it"s hard to think of correct translations for these words). It"s a bit harsh, but it"s meant in a humorous, friendly way, not as insults.

Q: Is there something about you that is true, but that you wouldn"t want to hear a woman say? A: I think it"s all been said out loud. In that way I"m decorated with bullet holes. I"ve gotten remarks about being narrow-minded and stubborn. I"ve also heard that in many ways I"m a terrible person, and that really hurt me. When I was younger, I took myself too seriously, now I can laugh at my weaknesses. Even in serious situations I get a bit tongue-in-cheek.

Q: What do you need a woman for? A: I need soul mates so that I can be who I am, naked. It"s not a question of gender. I want there to be someone who picks up my heavy, bleeding heart and takes it somewhere safe and warm.

Q: How do you know when a woman is pretending? A: In her eyes, words, actions. I"ve developed a sixth sense, I can read people. Everyone fakes. And there"s nothing wrong with it, as long as you don"t base your whole life on it. Sometimes you must fake, because this hollow and hard world is full of hunter animals who can rip you apart. You need to watch out for your heart

Q: Can a woman be treated like a man? A: Women don"t have any special privileges in this sense. You can just as well ask a woman for a beer or to a car show.

Q: Is there something that a woman can"t manage without you? A: I believe that I"m a good listener. I also like to do physical things even though I"m not very good at many of them. I can hammer nails into a wall or pour plumbing cleaner down the drain, but these are things that girls can do also.

Q: What personality trait can"t you stand in women? A: When they"re too proud or self-assured. I also don"t like it when they do nothing: I love people who are constantly doing things.

Q: Have you ever cried over a woman? A: I don"t cry a lot, but the last tears I shed were over a relationship problem. I started to doubt whether I had given my heart to the right place and if I had in a way worn out a dear person and I should just let her go away. These issues of doubt and insecurity are heartbreaking.

Q: How would you describe a Finnish woman? A: Familiar and safe. I can describe my feelings best in Finnish, which makes it a lot easier.

Q: Are women deceitful? A: Both men and women cheat. I can"t say if men cheat more than women, it depends on the individual.

Q: What"s the most difficult thing about living with a woman? A: I find it difficult to live in any kind of commune because I like to be alone. I find it restraining to be with someone all the time. I like to get involved in the meditative feeling of making music whenever I want to. That"s something that can"t be done nine to five, because it"s not routine. It"s routines that make it difficult to live with someone. It"s also difficult to close a door behind you knowing that the next time you open it is four months away. Music takes away time from the first love. Right after a long tour it"s hard to get comfortable at home because that"s the time when I need to be alone. In hotel life the service is good and your mess is cleaned up for you, and it"s easy to get used to this, and this creates problems at home. In my wildest years I maintained this illusion that everything is easy. All I need to do is play guitar in my underwear and go for a beer with my friends. But at home my clothes and CD"s have always been lying around on the floor - I find them more easily that way.

Q: Is it possible to be just friends with a woman? A: Of course. You don"t always need romance. I have a lot of female friends.

Q: Is there something that you wish women remember you by? A: The smell of my skin

how nothing could have created something

I just had a total idk what to call it; the bible makes sense if you put it into scientific form… I’m not going to put evidence on here for what I’m saying, because it’s just too much to write down. But here is the site where you can check some of the stuff out.
http://www.clarifyingchristianity.com/science.shtml
http://www.godandscience.org/apologetics/sciencebible.html#gV533VbLXmAq
I’ll post another one up, that my friend just showed me but I forgot the URL and the name of the site >.<

the last straw!

From now on I really don’t give a fuck whose feewings I hurt, cause I’m getting real fucking annoyed by all of the malicious and immature attitudes towards me all the fucking time! I’m done sugar coating everything and worrying if I make people feel bad! Cause seriously they are making me feel bad, so why should I give a fuck if they don’t?! I will tell them how I feel in a non nice way, and I will tell them if I think they are being a cunt or a bastard about what ever the situation or argument is. Cause today April 23, 2010 was the last straw!!

Cuscus

aren't they just adorable animals?? ^^D

crushin

Maybe it’s his personality; you know I haven’t the clue why but I’m totally crushin over this boy... man ^^D he makes me blush, smile, and giggle. No one else can do that. Except for animals that are sooooooooooo cute and loveable hahaha but that’s different ^^P he’s so sweet to me, he calls me his little Irish girl ^^} he is real and wouldn’t lie to me, unless he is just joking around... (I’m really gullible) >.<
I really don't know why I've fallen for him out of all people (no offence) I just would never think that me and him would ever think about being a good mach...

thunderstorms

its thunder storming out, I'm so happy! I love it when it does! (:

I love warm thunder storms; just to watch the lightning light up the dark sky; just to smell the fresh acid rain; just to feel the warm, fresh breeze blow through the screen on my face; and just to see the sun peek through the dark clouds to make a beautiful rainbow.

how is this right?!

If the reason why you eat meat is because your “God” gave the innocent animals to feed you, please watch this video. I bet my life that your “God” didn’t give you the innocent animals to do this to them, just to satisfy your taste buds. And if he/she did, then I’m glad I’m going to hell!

our mutants

One last drop of poison
One last drop of tears
One last drop of fresh acid rain
To clear the air of the potent fumes
That mutates us

The truth hurts

The truth sometimes huts, but I at least know the truth now. That he will never love me and except me, he will never be able to look into my eyes and tell me that he loves me because I’m a loving, caring, beautiful individual; I only have a gorgeous mother that does that. I know that my dad once was a good man to me, because my mother told me the stories from when I was little. How I use to sleep on his chest for naps, and how I wouldn’t want to see him go. But sadly I don’t remember that man, all I remember is the cruel, violent, drunk man that would punish me for crying, and hurt the mother I so dearly held close to my heart, for saving me all these years. I just with I had a father to teach me how to take apart a car, teach me how to drive, go on walks with, paint my first house with, buy a new puppy with, teach me how to ride a bike that I was afraid to get taught when I was little; And to teach me how to be fearless. But the fear that he brought upon me taught me to laugh at fear, to be cold, to stay away from people you use to love, for they will hurt you in the end.

He believes that it’s a choice, but from being one, I know first hand it isn’t. He believes that it’s wrong; he says that if society says it everyone believes its okay, but I don’t believe a lot of what society says. I believe what I feel, and what I see, what I hear, and what my heart, soul, and instincts tell me to do. I don’t believe in rules because rules just hold your spirit down, they tie it down like it’s a caged animal. But in all truth we are all animals, just with more highly developed brains; we came from them. So who are we to create all these rules to our once free spirits? We are all just caged animals like in zoos. And we all are longing to be free.

time passed by

The house seemed to as if be moving and growing. It swayed to the music like tree branches in the wind.

The windows moved up and down like eyes. And the walls moved in and out as if it was breathing.

Time seemed to move so quickly and I saw the sun rise, But the land outside of the window was not the land back home.

It was vast and flourish. It was gorgeous.

I just sat on my bed, Hypnotized by the beauty of the passing lands, That moved so quickly by, But every single one of the frames, I felt that I have spent moments of my life in each and ever one of them, I have cherished memories in those beautiful places, But haven’t seen them before, And don’t remember any of the memories

“My life has passed by me too fast” I screamed to make it all stop “I don’t remember any of this! Please let me live this! Please let me remember all of this!”

Then I see a hand reach out of the sun rays from the window
I have this overcoming feeling that I can’t explain, It’s so magnificent, pure bliss, shocked, loved, forgiven, happy feeling, That all of my good feelings of my whole short life have been mended into this one moment. My hand, without my consent, floats up effortlessly towards the simmering hand and...

after life

a fairy

I held the light softly
like a weightless butterfly upon the palm of my hand.

no more having fun!

I can’t drink alcohol any more :(
I’m trying new anxiety meds… long story on how I got them. But I don’t have insurance and were not paying for them… lol
I’m just glad finally I have something to stabilize my mood so I don’t have to drink, smoke, do drugs ect.

Names of albums

Stuck
(Why must a bird like me with a big soul be caged in such a small place?)

Dream Catcher
(Because that’s all I ever do.)

The barefoot truth
(Why would you want to tell a lie within a lie?)

poem quote

"I believe that lovers should be draped in flowers and laid entwined together on a bed of clover and left there to sleep, left there to dream of their happiness."
-Conor Oberst

what I've lost

"A person spends a lifetime searching for what was lost in childhood"- J.Diaz

I'm missing understanding, love, and mercy from others, (not my mom & not my dad up untill I was 5. But my mom was always there for me just my dad.)

bird cage

why does a bird like me with a big soul have to be caged in such a small cage?

Nick Drake poem

this peom freakily, fits me perfectly!

Safe in the womb
Of an everlasting night
You find the darkness can
Give the brightest light.
Safe in your place deep in the earth
That's when they'll know what you were really worth...

quote

I think you have to be influenced by everything and be reckless enough to gamble all or nothing to follow your dreams. You have to believe in what you do as much as love it. You only get a short life, so take chances. -John Galliano, Dior.

make a wave

I beleive that they are keeping up Michael Jackson's light.
keep the light bright!

Cello Song

I love this song, it says a lot of what I want to say and hear! <3



Lyrics:
Strange face, with your eyes
So pale and sincere.
Underneath you know well
You have nothing to fear.
For the dreams that came to you when so young
Told of a life
Where spring is sprung.

You would seem so frail
In the cold of the night
When the armies of emotion
Go out to fight.
But while the earth sinks to its grave
You sail to the sky
On the crest of a wave.

So forget this cruel world
Where I belong
I'll just sit and wait
And sing my song.
And if one day you should see me in the crowd
Lend a hand and lift me
To your place in the cloud

Serene

A traveling band/couple; they hardly talk to any one even each other. They are very closed off from the world but so connected to the earth. They are nice people; don’t say much, because they have too much to say. They try to do every thing and any thing to help the earth get well again, also help children and animals. They die of drug overdoses, but the story just starts then.

tattos I'm getting!

fire the teachers!

• I’ve heard from more then 10 people that they do not like Mrs. Uhen or Mrs. Schwane.
• She’s pushing us; when Mrs. S. asks a question I gladly answer it, but then she keeps up at it.
Ex. She asks me if I had my role done. I answered yes. But then she asked how I got it done, I told her how. Then she asked then why do I need an extension on the quiz, I answered because I didn’t get it. Then she said well you knew about it the week, why didn’t you ask me be for… instead of just acknowledging that I had an I.E.P. and if I need time to work on some thing or study or some thing I at least have one day extension. And that’s all I asked for, I was even going to ask if I could work on it before or after school, but I walked away from the situation cause I didn’t want to have to argue with her, she could have just trusted me from the start. I don’t understand how difficult it could have been to just say yes you can have one day extension, when all of my other teachers are fine, and don’t have a problem with talking to me.
• I have no other problems with teachers except those two. And the same with a lot of others. I do not understand why they blame it on the kids having “attitude issues” when they have no problem with their other teachers. If they truly had a problem it wouldn’t just be with two teachers it would be with all of the teachers.
• Mrs. S. dis likes it when I walk away from her and thinks its disrespectful. I agree, but also she has to understand that the reason why I’m doing it so I don’t have to blow up. I’m walking away from the situation, and she should be able to acknowledge that and be the adult about it, and walk away from the situation too. And why is it that, it is okay for Mrs. Uhen to walk away from me when I’m talking to her, and it’s not okay for me to? She has a horrible bed side manner, and does come off as a little rough, and if I was like that I would get (figuratively specking) slapped on the wrist. But when she does it its okay…
• I understand that they do have the authority, and I respect that. But why is it that they have the authority to treat us like poop and we can’t do the same back. And if we do we have HUGE punishments for it and they don’t even get a yelling at.
• I understand that in the business world and in just real life, you have to get use to these kinds of people, but we are not in the real world yet, or in business. We are children and this is a critical stage, if were not in an environment were we feel conferrable how will we learn correctly and efficiently? Same goes with bullying, kids can do it, so can teachers. I’m not saying they are porously doing it, same with kids, some times they don’t mean it in a harsh sense, but it still comes out as it.
• I think that we were both coming form different angles and were not getting each other clearly, and I understand that I should have been more mature about it and shouldn’t have given attitude when they gave it to me, but they are the adults if they are in control they should have more control over their actions as well.
• I’ve been having anxiety problems and its hard cause my mother is unemployed and doesn’t have insurance to cover medication for me. So I have to cope with it myself, I’m trying my hardest but it’s hard with all the havoc that’s been going on with those two teachers. And please let me emphasize this more, it’s just those two teachers, if I really had an attitude problem and was always disrespectful, then it wouldn’t be just those two teachers. And it’s also not just me that have problems with the same teachers its more then a handful of kids that do not like their kind of dealing with the kids at school.
• I would love to do a petition were the kids that have the same problems as me with the same teachers, they could sign a sheet of paper, and if there is more then 17 kids that would sign that sheet; I rest my case.

say the word

Just say it!
I’m weird, I’m a freak, just say it!
You don’t want to talk to me, I’m annoying, just say it!
You lied to me about the last time, you think I’m ugly, just say it!
Please just say it, so I don’t have to wonder, just SAY IT!

Lily Cole

she looks sooo much like me!!

antarctic fur seal pups

this makes me tear up it's sooo cute!! <3

the truth

"It's not that difficult to overcome these seemingly ghastly problems... what's hard is to decide to actually do it." - Robert Downey, Jr.

she knew

She had known her end from the beginning
But she still wanted to wait until the end
She had known which way she would go
But she still left it to chance
She had know she was never going to find what she was looking for
But still looked, no matter where she was, she would always look
She had known what would become of her
But she still wanted to change for the better
She always said to herself,
“At least I tried.”
But then she would answer
“Trying isn’t good enough.”

Accepting loneliness

Even though the people around me tell me that they love me, I find it hard to find that the truth. It feels like I’m constantly being lied to, I can’t trust any body but my drink… I feel lost within a world that doesn’t love me, even though I love it. I can’t understand why I’m not excepted, or why I’m not “cool” I’m cute, zany, random, and I love any one that has the ability to love, there for I love everybody. I wish I didn’t have to feel cadged and hated, I wish that my love could shine through to every part of the world, but I guess how cold I feel about myself is showing through on how I look at other people. I miss innocence, I wish I couldn’t have lost that, but I guess it’s too late to gain it back.

I wish

I wish I didn’t care, I wish I couldn’t feel, I wish that all my life I was free like you, I wish that every thing could be easy like it is for you, I wish that I could wiz through everything without having to move an eye, I wish that I was high, I wish I didn’t have to love, I wish I didn’t have to cry, And what I wish the most is to just sleep, And dream forever in the fantasy I wish was my realty, But I know that is an impossibility, So I’ll live my life like I’ve always have unhappy.

alcohol abuse

I don't abuse alcohol, alcohol is my friend ^^

sex before marriage

I hate it when religious people are like "you should save your virginity for your special some one"... well how do you know that, that "special someone" wont turn out to beat your kids or cheat on you... ect from personal experiences (my mother and my fathers relationship) I don't really want to wait until marriage because idk if the person is a good person or not, why give them something "special" when they might not be so "special"



oh my gosh, this man steals the words right out of my skull!! <3

Daylight moon

He kisses her finger tips softly
She’s frozen
Frozen
Frozen in time
I’m frozen
Frozen
Frozen in your time

He holds on to her tightly
But kisses me softly
She doesn’t know what to do
I’m frozen in his time
He doesn’t let her go
But kisses me softly
Kisses her fingertips quietly

He fallows her into
Her into
Her into
Her into
Into a dark place
Her into
Her into
Her into
Into their dark place
Her into (quietly)

Slow down
Slow down
She starts to bellow
But he can’t hear her
But he can’t hear her
He can’t hear her
No he can’t hear her
Quietly (into her)

Plunder
Violent seizure
Abuse
Despoliation
Violation
She bellowed

my poison

I love the way it distorts me
My veins run with its venom
The snake turns my vision into a lost collision
In a dead forest
Why do we have dead forests?

I love the way it distorts me
Like fiction it cannot destroy me
They say it would ruin me
But it’s my best friend
I cannot abandon it
Like the world abandoned me
Oh what shall I do?
I want to live without it
But as much as I try, I want it
I turn right back to rely upon it
It’s my holy water
It’s my redemption
What would I do without my poison?
I cherish each moment I am on it
I feel each and ever second with an intimate perception
Without it I would fall apart
Each and ever piece of me would fall down the drains

The only thing that could save me
From the poison that has locked me away
Is you
I’m calling out to reach you
But you too far away
As much as I try, I want it
I turn right back to rely on it
I’m hooked, can’t you see?
You’re too far away
Too far away

Pansexual Pride

Acoustic on the Side

check out this cool band I found on MySpace!!

refresh the world

http://www.refresheverything.com/index

Organic farming

What Is Biodynamic Farming? from OrganicNation on Vimeo.

this is what I want to do if all else fails (:

Jamendo.com

Free GOOD music downloadloads!! :D

I always win the wars

Today really sucked!
People are so illogical, morally corrupt, snobbish, and just plain, right out, stupid!
It makes me really cheesed off! But I ask myself in 5, 15, or 20 years, were will they be? Either a loser off the streets, or a loser that hates their job, wife/husband, house ect… Karma is a bitch! Like I said and always say I usually don’t win the battles, but I always win the wars!! >:D muhahahahaa!! lmao
But in all seriousness, I’ve seen the people now that always use to push me down, or look back on the people that have been mean to me, and their losers… like oh my gosh I laugh every time I see one or look back and say “wow I wish I would have seen back then what I see now, cause the bullying that they inflicted upon me wouldn’t have bothered me.”

Egyptian Zodiac

Shu
Other Names: Su

Patron of: cool dry air.

Appearance: A man standing with arms raised, usually holding his daughter Nut and standing over his son Geb.

Description: Shu, along with his sister Tefnut, were the first deities to be created by Atum. He is the lord of cool air and the upper sky. He was believed to be the one responsible, like Atlas, for holding up the firmament and separating it from the earth.

In his capacity as the lord of air, he is also the creator of the wind.

See Also: Shu, Holder of the Sky, God of the Air, Wind, Sunlight and Protection by Caroline Seawright

Geb - Engaging personality, sensitive, modest, occasionally narcissistic, but can rise above vanity.

Colors: male: violet, female: rose
Compatible Signs:Set, Horus
Dates: Feb 12 - Feb 29, Aug 20 - Aug 31

Role: God of the earth
Appearance: Green-skinned man, with leaves all over his body and a goose on his head. Sometimes he was shown laying on his side under his wife, the sky goddess Nut.
Sacred animals: goose

Sing Leslie (check em' out!)

I got some good news and some bad news...
bad news first...
my friend Emily's boyfriend's step father died yesterday :'( RIP!
my favorite English teacher is having a baby ^^

I love these things!! there my fav chocolate!! :D


Awesome ass band! click on the pic to chech em' out!! (:
their a band from Milwaukee, Wisconsin (my home town/city)

Elena's got my back!

3:54pmCassandra
so ima send you what brandon just sent me on myspace...
The message is too long.

"To me it just sounds like ur saying wutever comes to mind first. If I didn't look on the bright side ever I would not be here right now, if u know me then u know i hav lots of hope, but the things she said wer completely heartless and cruel which just goes to show how young she really is. If ur just agreeing with her because she's ur friend then thats fine, but she talked shit about you to me saying how "dumb" your vegetarian plan was. She's not the kinda person i wanna be around, she finds pleasure throughcritisizing other people and think that it will make her feel better. Now i'm not saying i was perfect, but at least i realized wut i was doing wrong and tried to make up for it later. But it's done, i'm not going to waste my time on somone like that who thinks being a bitch to me when i need help is the most effectiveway to solve everything. Ill find someone else who understands what it means to be a friend. Anyway, no means to give u a hard time, but i'm trying to do good for myself, and i wanna be associated with people that support me. Thank u for talking tho"
wait I'll send it to you in message so you can check it once you get on facebook...

3:55pmElena
ugh i dont wny=t know..

Cassandra
cause its too long lol
huh?

3:56pmElena
i dont want to know

3:56pmCassandra
kk....
well he said that you were talkin behind my back so I wanna know if dats true...

3:56pmElena
WHAT

WHAT\
3:56pmCassandra
yeop...

3:56pmElena
OK
omfg
dude
if you believe that ill loose all my respect for you
thats fuckin biullshit

dont talk to him.
ugh
i hate that kid
hes makin up shit
3:58pmCassandra
i'm not syin that i beleive him... I'm just wanting to know if it's true that why i asked you... chill chicka!

3:58pmElena
ooh i swear to god.
if i see that kid

Cassandra

...lol I know... me too!! Ima delete him on both on my myspace and here!

i want him out of my life!
3:59pmElena
i already did

Cassandra
lol

3:59pmElena
ugh good
4:00pmCassandra
"she talked shit about you to me saying how "dumb" your vegetarian plan was." that's exactly what he said, and I'm like okay, he said that cody was talkin shit
behind my back b4 he knew me too

4:00pmElena
WHATTTT
dude.

4:00pmCassandra
ik ik!!

4:00pmElena
i didnt even know you were a vegetarian lmao
little faggot

4:01pmCassandra
lol I thought you did... didn't I tell you in WS?? lol

4:01pmElena
maybe
but i didnt remember

4:03pmCassandra
lol

4:03pmElena
here
this is what i just sent him
wtf. how dare you tell my friends that i talk sht about them behind their backs. wow i cant believe you. every one was right about you lol. you dont know what to do with the good things in your life. i - likewow, you disgust me. gtfo of my life. your just like they say and i regret giving you a chance.

Cassandra
thank you you are a REALLY good friend xoxoxo(:

4:07pmElena
well i love you kid im not gonna let you go because of what some crack head says

4:08pmCassandra
awwerz thanks ^^ I love you too bon qui qui lol && I aint gunna let you go either... what you said (:

Elena
hahaha

4:11pmCassandra
:D

call me a whore

so... I have a crush on 2 people, I know call me a whore!! lol
but yeah, one is a girl and the other is a guy,
the girl is the most cutest babe ever! and the plus is she's bi!! :D
she's like perfect, (in my eyes) like she would make the perfectest girl friend!! ^^
She’s petite... I like my girlies small ^^
She’s UBER pretty; she has a great sense of humor,
She has a great style; she’s easy to get along with,
And she laughs at my jokes!! :D lol

&& I have no clue why I have a crush on the dude??!
It’s weird cause he’s uber popular; we don’t really talk,
He’s kinda clean cut, and I don’t really like my men “clean cut”
So… it’s weird, I know.

But lol in study hall today me and my friend Ashley (my bffl!!) were geeking out & my stomach, chest, & head hurts STILL from it!! :D idk today was really awesome! I had sooo much fun! But now it’s time to get down to business cause I have A LOT of home work to do =/

Too Far Away

Your face brings simplicity to my hard wired brain
The only thing that complicates it
Is believing that your picture isn’t looking back at me

I would love to say that I’m gunna hold you
Once I drive over to you house
I would love to say that I can’t wait to see you tomorrow
But I can’t

Cause you’re too far away from me
I can’t bear to see you without me
It hurts to see you hurting
It hurts to see you through the screen

I would love to say that you’re all mine
And take you away from pain
I would love to see your smile
Up close

I hope that I can see
You in my dreams tonight
I hope that I can see your beauty tonight

You’re too far away from me
I can’t bear to see you without me
It hurts to see you hurting
It hurts to see you through the screen

I can imagine
But can never see for a fact
The way you talk and walk
Just the way you move
Your every move is like flowers dancing in a soft breeze

Your eyes gently glide over every thing you see
The way you stare
I cannot look away from the beauty I see within you
You’re like an angel
Sent down from heaven to save me from the world

You’re too far away tonight
I wanna hold you
I wanna kiss you
And it hurts knowing that I can’t do anything about it
And it hurts knowing that I can’t feel your warmth
And it hurts knowing that I can’t ever hold you
But if I do, I would never let you go

she thinks I'm amazing??!

11:55 on Friday Febbruary 20, 2010
I just found out that this amazingly gorgeous, and lovely girl likes me for me
and quot on quot thinks I'm amazing. I've never been so happy!
but she lives in Texas and is older then me, and idk if she knows that my myspace age is wrong becuase for some reason it decited to lock on me so I can't change it any more...
but any way, I just hope that she can see past my age once I tell her, cause she is soooo pretty, and I bet she's even more gorgeous on the inside!

xoxoxo
I love this night! ^^

never give up

such an awesome re-make song thingy!! :D
check out Brittani's page!
http://www.youtube.com/user/BrittaniLouiseTaylor

let me express me!

Nail Ritz

I just got off of school cause I had a half a day today,
and just had a vegie berito, which was uber delish,
and now I'm gunna paint my nails with my new Nail Ritz that I got for my b-day.

fix it yourself!

For the people that think that your god will fix every thing in time...
"Two hands working can do more than a thousand clasped in prayer."
religion can be a good source of inspiration and good source of mental strength, but if your thinking that your "god" will fix all your wrongs that's pretty much saying that a person off the streets can help you the same, only your want to fix yourself and your inner strength to change can fix you, your “god” can give you inspiration and shit but if your thinking that if you just sit around and pray something will happen, I’m sorry to rain on your parade, but nothing will happen.

I love Blues!

Early country blues
Henry Thomas (1874-c.1930)
Alger "Texas" Alexander (1900-1954)
Pink Anderson (1900-1974)
Kokomo Arnold (1901-1968)
Barbecue Bob (1902-1931)
Scrapper Blackwell (1903-1962)
Black Ace (1907-1972)
Blind Blake (1895-1937)
Son Bonds (1909-1947)
Big Bill Broonzy (1893-1958)
Gabriel Brown (1910-1972)
Rabbit Brown (1880-1937)
Willie Brown (1900-1952)
Bull City Red (unknown)
Bumble Bee Slim (1905-1968)
Gus Cannon (1883-1979)
Bo Carter (1893-1964)
Sam Collins (1887-1949)
Martha Copeland (unknown)
Floyd Council (1911-1976)
Ida Cox (1896-1967)
Gary Davis (1896-1972)
Mattie Delaney (1905-unknown)
Sleepy John Estes (1904-1977)
Blind Boy Fuller (1908-1941)
Jesse Fuller (1896-1976)
Jazz Gillum (1904-1966)
Shirley Griffith (1908-1974)
Arvella Gray (1906-1980)
Silas Hogan (1911-1994)
Smokey Hogg (1914-1960)
Lightnin' Hopkins (1912-1982)
Son House (c.1902-1988)
Peg Leg Howell (1888-1966)
Alberta Hunter (1895-1984)
Mississippi John Hurt (c.1893-1966)
Jim Jackson (c. 1884-1937)
John Jackson (1924-2002)
Skip James (1902-1969)
Blind Lemon Jefferson (1893-1929)
Blind Willie Johnson (1897-1945)
Lonnie Johnson (1894-1970)
Robert Johnson (1911-1938)
Tommy Johnson (1896-1956)
Maggie Jones (c.1900-unknown)
Lead Belly (c.1889-1949)
Furry Lewis (1899-1981)
Charley Lincoln (1900-1963)
Mance Lipscomb (1895-1976)
Cripple Clarence Lofton (1887-1957)
Robert Lockwood, Jr. (1915-2006)
Mississippi Fred McDowell (1904-1972)
Brownie McGhee (1915-1996)
Blind Willie McTell (1901-1959)
Eddie Mapp (c.1910-1931)
The Memphis Jug Band
Big Maceo Merriweather (1905-1953)
Eugene "Buddy" Moss (c.1914-1984)
Memphis Minnie (1897-1973)
Charlie Patton (1891-1934)
Piano Red (1911-1985)
Buster Pickens (1916-1964)
Joe Pullum (1905-1964)
Ma Rainey (1886-1939)
Tampa Red (1904-1981)
Alec Seward (1902-1972)
Robert Shaw (1908-1985)
Bessie Smith (1894-1937)
Victoria Spivey (1908-1976)
Frank Stokes (c.1888-1955)
Baby Tate (1916-1972)
Sonny Terry (1911-1986)
Ramblin' Thomas (1902-1945)
Henry Townsend (1909-2006)
Sippie Wallace (1898-1986)
Washboard Sam (1910-1966)
Curley Weaver (1906-1962)
Peetie Wheatstraw (1902-1941)
Bukka White (1909-1977)
Josh White (1914 or 1915-1969)
Sonny Boy Williamson I (1914-1948)
Ralph Willis (1910-1957)

Early urban blues
Gladys Bentley (1907-1960)
Lucille Bogan (1897-1948)
Reverend Gary Davis (1896-1972)
Georgia Tom Dorsey (1899-1993)
Lil Green (1919-1954)
Lucille Hegamin (1894-1970)
Alberta Hunter (1895-1984)
Papa Charlie Jackson (c.1890-1938)
James "Stump" Johnson (1902-1969)
Maggie Jones (c.1900-unknown)
Virginia Liston (1890-1932)
Whistlin' Alex Moore (1899-1989)
Ma Rainey (1886-1939)
Clara Smith (c.1894-1935)
Mamie Smith (1883-1946)
Bessie Smith (1894-1937)
Sippie Wallace (1898-1986)
Ethel Waters (1896-1977)

Pre-World War II jazz blues
Albert Ammons (1907-1949)
Louis Armstrong (1901-1971)
Sidney Bechet (1897-1959)
Leroy Carr (1905-1935)
Walter Davis (1912-1963)
Johnny Dodds (1892-1940)
Champion Jack Dupree (c.1909-1992)
Ivory Joe Hunter (1914-1974)
St. Louis Jimmy Oden (1903-1977)
Meade Lux Lewis (1905-1964)
Little Brother Montgomery (c.1906-1985)
Big Maceo Merriweather (1905-1953)
Kansas Joe McCoy (1905-1950)
Papa Charlie McCoy (1909-1950)
Jay McShann (1916-2006)
Roy Milton (1907-1983)
Jelly Roll Morton (1890-1941)
Jimmy Rushing (1902-1972)
Roosevelt Sykes (1906-1983)
Big Joe Turner (1911-1985)
Sam Taylor (born 1916)
T-Bone Walker (1910-1975)

Postwar Blues
Mose Allison (born 1927)
Buster Benton (1932-1996)
Charles Brown (1922-1999)
Roy Brown (1925-1981)
George "Mojo" Buford (born 1929)
Ray Charles (1930-2004)
Gary B.B. Coleman (1947-1994)
Pee Wee Crayton (1914-1985)
Larry Davis (1936-1994)
Little Sammy Davis (born 1928)
Floyd Dixon (1929-2006)
Champion Jack Dupree (c.1909-1992)
Terry Garland (born 1953)
Larry Garner (born 1952)
James Harman (born 1946)
Wynonie Harris (1915-1969)
Louis Jordan (1908-1975)
Little Willie Littlefield (born 1931)
Willie Love (1906-1953)
Percy Mayfield (1920-1984)
Amos Milburn (1927-1980)
Dave Peabody (born 1948)
Pinetop Perkins (born 1913)
Piano Red (1911-1985)
Sherman Robertson (born 1948)
Memphis Slim (1915-1988)
Lonesome Sundown (1928-1995)
Smokey Wilson (born 1936)
U.P. Wilson (1934-2004)
Jimmy Witherspoon (1923-1997)

Kansas City blues
Walter Brown (1917-1956)
Jay McShann (c.1916-2006)
Arnold Moore (1914-2005)
Jimmy Rushing (c.1902-1972)
Big Joe Turner (1911-1985)

Later styles
Little Hatch (1921-2003)
Lee McBee (born 1951)

Chicago/Detroit blues
Luther Allison (1939-1997)
Paul Butterfield (1942-1987)
John Henry Barbee (1905-1964)
Carey Bell (1936-2007)
Eddie Boyd (1914–1994)
James Cotton (born 1935)
Blind John Davis (1913-1985)
Bo Diddley (1928–2008)
Willie Dixon (1915-1992)
David Honeyboy Edwards (born 1915)
"Baby Face" Leroy Foster (1923-1958)
Buddy Guy (born 1936)
Shakey Jake Harris (1921-1990)
Earl Hooker (1929-1970)
J.B. Hutto (1926-1983)
Big Walter Horton (1918-1981)
Floyd Jones (1917-1989)
Moody Jones (1908-1988)
Elmore James (1918-1963)
Albert King (1924-1992)
Freddie King (1934-1976)
John Lee Hooker (1917-2001)
Bonnie Lee (1931-2006)
Charlie Musselwhite (born 1944)
Robert Nighthawk (1909-1967)
Pinetop Perkins (born 1913)
Snooky Pryor (1921-2006)
Boogie Woogie Red (1925-1985)
Jimmy Reed (1925-1976)
Soko Richardson (1939-2004)
Jimmy Rogers (1924-1997)
Otis Rush (born 1934)
Magic Sam (1937-1970)
Eddie Shaw (born 1937)
Little Mack Simmons (1933-2000)
Johnny Shines (1915-1992)
Magic Slim (born 1937)
Otis Spann (1930-1970)
Hound Dog Taylor (1915-1975)
Eddie Taylor (1923-1985)
Little Walter (1930-1968)
Baby Boy Warren (1919-1977)
Washboard Willie (1909-1991)
Muddy Waters (1915-1983)
Carl Weathersby (born 1953)
Junior Wells (1934-1998)
Howlin' Wolf (1910-1976)
Jody Williams (born 1935)
Johnny Williams (1906-2006)
Sonny Boy Williamson II (Rice Miller) (c.1899-1965)
Big John Wrencher (1923-1977)
Johnny 'Man' Young (1918-1974)

Modern blues (post 1950s)
Alan Wilson (Canned Heat) (1943-1970)
Gaye Adegbalola (born 1944)
James Anthony (Pecchia) (born 1955)
Back Alley John (1955-2006)
Etta Baker (1913-2006)
Marcia Ball (born 1949)
Johnnie Bassett (born 1935)
Elvin Bishop (born 1942)
Bobby Blue Bland (born 1930)
Rory Block (born 1949)
Michael Bloomfield (1943-1981)
Blues Brothers
Delaney Bramlett(1939-2009)
Lonnie Brooks (born 1933)
Clarence "Gatemouth" Brown (1924-2005)
Bob Brozman (born 1954)
Roy Buchanan (1939-1988)
Eric Burdon (born 1941)
Eric Clapton (born 1945)
Albert Collins (1932-1993)
Johnny Copeland (1937-1997)
Al Copley (born 1952)
Robert Cray (born 1953)
Willie Dixon (1915-1992)
Big Joe Duskin (1921-2007)
Snooks Eaglin (1936-2009)
John Fahey (1939-2001)
The Fabulous Thunderbirds
Robben Ford (born 1951)
Rory Gallagher (1948-1995)
Billy F. Gibbons (born 1949)
Peter Green (born 1946)
John Hammond (born 1942)
Alvin Youngblood Hart (born 1963)
Ernie Hawkins (born 1947)
Ted Hawkins (1936-1995)
Jimi Hendrix(1942-1970)
Z. Z. Hill (1935-1984)
John Lee Hooker (1917-2001)
Lightnin' Hopkins (1912-1982)
James Hunter (born 1962)
Colin James (born 1964)
Etta James (born 1938)
Steve James (born 1950)
Jimmy Johnson (born 1928)
Jo Ann Kelly (born 1944)
B. B. King (born 1925)
Freddie King (1934-1976)
The Legendary Blues Band
Lonnie Mack (born 1941)
Doug Macleod (born 1946)
Taj Mahal (born 1942)
John Mayall (born 1933)
Pete Mayes (1938-2008)
Keb' Mo' (born 1951)
Sam Myers (born 1936)
Sugar Ray Norcia (unknown)
Darrell Nulisch (born 1952)
Odetta (1930-2008)
Rod Piazza (born 1947)
Lonnie Pitchford (1955-1998)
Gary Primich (1958-2007)
Louisiana Red (born 1932)
Fenton Robinson (1935-1997)
Roomful of Blues
Bobby Rush (born 1940)
Saffire - The Uppity Blues Women
Seasick Steve (born c.1940)
Magic Slim (born 1937)
Son Seals (1942-2004)
Arbee Stidham (1917-1988)
Angela Strehli (born 1945)
Koko Taylor (1935-2009)
Susan Tedeschi (born 1969)
Tabby Thomas (born 1929)
Rufus Thomas (1917-2001)
George Thorogood (born 1950)
Ali Farka Toure (1939-2006)
Robin Trower (born 1945)
Derek Trucks (born 1979)
Jimmie Vaughan (born 1951)
Stevie Ray Vaughan (1954-1990)
Kazumi Watanabe (born 1953)
Lil' Ed Williams (born 1955)
Johnny Winter (born 1944)
Mitch Woods (born 1951)

Blues since 1990
Gwyn Ashton (born 1961)
Tab Benoit (born 1967)
Deanna Bogart (born 1960)
Joe Bonamassa (born 1977)
Kenny Brown (born 1953)
R. L. Burnside (1926-2005)
Tommy Castro (born 1959)
Claudia Carawan (born 1959)
Joanna Connor (born 1962)
Shemekia Copeland (born 1979)
Murali Coryell (born 1969)
Sean Costello (1979-2008)
Guy Davis (born 1952)
Chris Duarte (born 1964)
Ronnie Earl (born 1953)
Tinsley Ellis (born 1957)
Sue Foley (born 1968)
Anson Funderburgh (born 1954)
Anthony Gomes (born 1975)
Otis Grand (born 1950)
Alvin Youngblood Hart (born 1965)
Jeff Healey (1966-2008)
Ron Holloway (born 1953)
Colin James (born 1964)
Paul "Wine" Jones (born 1946)
Gene Kelton (born c.1955)
Junior Kimbrough (1930-1998)
Chris Thomas King (born 1964)
Paul Lamb (born 1955)
Jonny Lang (born 1981)
Larry McCray (born 1960)
Harry Manx (unknown)
Keb Mo' (born 1951)
Coco Montoya (born 1951)
Kenny Neal (born 1957)
North Mississippi All Stars
Blind Mississippi Morris (born 1955)
Charlie Parr (unknown)
Asie Payton (1937-1997)
Kelly Joe Phelps (born 1959)
Ana Popovic (born 1976)
Roxanne Potvin (born 1982)
Todd Sharpville (born 1970)
Kenny Wayne Shepherd (born 1976)
Bobby Sowell (born 1947)
Dave Specter (born 1963)
Otis Taylor (born 1948)
Susan Tedeschi (born 1970)
Jimmy Thackery (born 1953)
T-Model Ford (born 1924)
Joe Louis Walker (born 1949)
William Elliott Whitmore (born 1978)
Bob Cobb (born 1965)

Blues in conventional pop music
Harold Arlen (1905-1986)
Duke Ellington (1899-1974) and Billy Strayhorn (1915-1967)
George Gershwin (1898-1937)
John Mayer Trio

Blues in country music
Johnny Cash (1932-2003)
Merle Haggard (born 1937)
Jerry Lee Lewis (born 1937)
Jimmie Rodgers (1897-1933)
Hank Williams (1923-1953)
See also: rockabilly

Blues influence in classical music
George Gershwin (1898-1937)
Honegger (1892-1955)
William Grant Still (1895-1978)

Blues in contemporary rock and pop music
The Rolling Stones
The Black Keys
Black Rebel Motorcycle Club
Blues Explosion
Nick Cave (born 1957)
G. Love & Special Sauce
Ben Harper (born 1969)
Norah Jones (born 1979)
Chris Thomas King (born 1962)
Lenny Kravitz (born 1964)
Los Lonely Boys
Hans Olson (unknown)
Bonnie Raitt (born 1949)
Robert Bradley's Blackwater Surprise
Tom Waits (born 1948)
The White Stripes
Christina Aguilera
Duffy

Blues from Europe
Barrelhouse
Cuby and the Blizzards
Herman Brood (1946-1991)
Eric Burdon (born 1941)
Yavuz Çetin (1970-2001)
Eric Clapton (born 1945)
Cyril Davies (1932-1964)
Christian Dozzler (born 1958)
Elmore D (born 1946)
Peter Green (born 1946)
Rory Gallagher (1948-1995)
Jo Ann Kelly (1944-1990)
John Kirkbride (born 1946)
Alexis Korner (1928-1984)
Alvin Lee (born 1944)
John Mayall (born 1933)
Ana Popovic (born 1976)
Todd Sharpville (born 1970)
Mick Taylor (born 1949)
Hans Theessink (born 1948)
Axel Zwingenberger (born 1955)

Blues from Latin America
Nuno Mindelis (born 1957)
Pappo (1950-2005)
Carlos Santana (born 1947)

Blues from Russia
Mike Naumenko (1955-1991)
Blackmailers

red wine

I fucking love red wine when my mom and dad are totally sleeping cause their sick all day...!!
I fucking love being drunk off of red wine, it's yummy and it doesn't make me want to throw up!!!!
I fucking love red wine! it's my hommie!
rotfp
I say insted of rotfl (roll on the floor laughing) I say rotfp (roll on the floor peeing)
lmfao
and yes for those of you who are confuzed if I'm a freak or I'm just drunk, I am drunk....
lmao
I LOOOOVE RED WINE!!!

Happy Birthday

It's my birthday today!! ^^
I'm finally 10 million years old! lmao :P

Today was okay, but I kinda came to the conclusion that I really don’t like adults or older kids… I love younger kids like 8 and under, I also love animals, cause they don’t really judge you, unless the kids parents are total crazy asses, and teach their kids to be very opinioned and spiteful towards others.

I really like the DVD were watching in music appreciation, It Might Get Loud, and has the awesomest rock ledged guitar players in it! (: sweet ass music! :P

Babbling words of a drunken and hardened love

As the water flows over my body
The warmth reminds me of your touch
But when I looked down
I saw it was boiling
But it doesn’t hurt I cannot feel the pain

The frozen whispers eat through my teeth
The pictures seem to come alive
As I focus my eyes
I open my heart to anything
Like he once had done

I squeeze my eyes like lemons
To dry the tears from my cheeks
But it doesn’t stop the water from flowing

My beauty is only but a winked grin
For what lies beneath is a horrifying grim

there's no way to live without that man
but some how I move on
his smiles from above me keep my heart from sinking

I look at him with disgust
But who am I to judge
I’m just like him

My eyes dilate
To focus on the symbols on the walls
But I cannot make them out
It seems like the are speaking in a different language to me
Urging me to scream

My eyes are blank staring objects
My body zooms between walls
And fallows with a silent scream

I push my arms toward the sky
My body feels weightless
Yet so heavy
As I push it out a little bit more

I want you here
I need you here
Without you my body feels empty
I fall back and say I’m just usually crazy

My eyes feel like they’ve been crying forever
My heart is scared

I can’t believe they spared his life
I want to take away their pain
They saved their bruised and bleeding heads

I’m never okay
The pain has dissipated within me

I try to feel real but the sins keep on catching up to me
I write perfectly even though I feel delayed

I fill in the lines
While my body leys
It feels like my body has fell asleep
Like I’ve been laying on it while dreaming
With pins and needles poking me

My lips feel like puffer fish
Filled with poisin
I want to fall asleep
To keep awake I sing a song in my head

My eyes feel swollen
My eyes feel heavy
It feels like they are growing cross eyed

I don’t want them to die
I don’t want them to hurt
I want to feel normal
I feel so happy I feel so free
Nothing can bring me down

My face has grown numb
My fingers have grown cold

My hands feel weightless
I want it to go away
I want to feel your presents
I want you to stay
I want to feel your love
But it’s useless now
It’s useless now

we are the world

I wish Michael Jackson could have been here, so he could do this with them.

I’ll be there

A young girl, about 16 dies mysteriously of heart frailer, mother thinks it’s because of malnutrition, but doctors say that she was very healthy and shown no signs of anorexia or bulimia. She was burred in a mausoleum, with the door locked on the out side because the young girl had a fear of being burred alive or burned alive if she was cremated. So since all of her family wasn’t too well off most of the family pitched in to help pay for the costs of the mausoleum. Her mother promised her (when she was still alive) that she would quit smoking but picked the habit back up when her daughter died mysteriously; the stress was too much and she couldn’t take it. About 7 years later she had been coughing and having pain in her chest for a while, so she went to the hospital and found out she had lounge cancer. She didn’t even shed a tear, she was in shock. The doctors said it was probably too late, but they would try to help some how, because she was already dyeing any ways. She asked one of her brothers, since her mother and her sister already passed away she had no one else to ask, so she asked him to come and bring her old record player and some old albums. Her brother had to leave right away to go to his new job, but the first album he put on was the Jackson Five “I’ll be there” the doctor came in and said “are you ready for the operation?” she shook her head sadly, “yes”. She started to get up and the doctor said “we can get a wheel chair for you, if you want?” “haha I guess I’m as suborn as my mother was. She would never let us wheel her around in one of those things. My little girl was right; I turned out just like her.” She answered with a painful smile, the music seemed to get louder as she walked down the hall, there was a big crash in the hall and right when little Michael sang “just look over ya shoulders honey!” she turned to see what happened, so did the nurse and the doctor that were helping her down the hall. She saw standing right where her door was, in the distance her daughter and Michael laughing and holding hands, seeming like they were saying, ‘I’ll be right here’ like the music was saying “don’t you know baby, yeah, yeah, I’ll be there. Just call my name and I’ll be there, where there is love I’ll be there.” She smiled then turned to the doctor asking her if she was okay, because she was standing there for a while now, even after they cleaned up the mess from what ever had fallen. She answered “yes I’m okay now; I’m ready.” While the music getting louder as she walked further away from it, she laughs as tears run down her face. She knows she is about to die, but knows that her only daughter and one of the most beautiful person that ever has walked this earth is waiting for her.

where am I?

Why can’t I ever find happiness?
It feels like I’m lost within a dream
I’m not hungry any more like I was starving before
I have to force food down my throat
The only pain I feel is loneliness
I only cry when I hear or talk about Michael Jackson’s death
I feel like there is no one in this world that will satisfy me ever
All I want to do is learn, (like school wise)
which is odd because I hate school and waking up early in the morning
I don’t want to talk to any body
I want to cry but hate to show any one emotion
I want to be with only one man but he isn’t here any more
And if he was here I don’t think that it would ever happen any way…
It feels like I’m lost within a nightmare.

To start again

He gave me self worth, understanding, lovingness, but left me with a scare in my heart and a stain in my eyes. I’m forever alone, I’m okay with being with no one but him, but he isn’t here any more. It feels like I can’t live any more, or lead a normal life. I’m caught in the world; the nightmare that I never thought could be real; now is a living reality. As I sit on my bed, in my bedroom, door closed lights off. I cry silently screaming, I cry for help but hoping that no one hears me, I cry for safety, happiness, and love. But no one can hear me, if I even screamed it into their ears at the top of my lungs, no one could hear me. I slowly am falling asleep with a harshly beating heart, eyes full of tears, and the silence; just pure silence of the room that surrounds my organic body. Gripping my pillow tightly I slowly and painfully fall into a meditative state, hopefully wishing I could see him in my dreams, for I know that is the only way on earth I could ever see him. And in the back of my head, very softly my conscious tells me, ‘please heart just give up, stop your rhythm, stop your ache.’ But I wake the next day hazed and lost; To start again.

How are you proud of me?

Your proud of the girl that thinks of killing herself almost every day but doesn’t because she is a coward
Your proud of the girl that wants to do drugs, but doesn’t because she can’t get a hold of them
You’re proud of the girl that thinks about killing you almost every day, but doesn’t cause she wants a future, but other then that she would do it
You’re proud of the girl that has already had sex more then 3 times
You’re proud of your daughter that doesn’t have a true talent, but you lie to her any ways, and she is so gullible she believes you…?
You’re proud of some one like that, well… (haha) you’re just as fucked up as she is then…

Jerry Butler Trivia!!

Has dark brown hair.

Born in Glasgow but raised primarily in Paisley, Scotland. He considers Paisley as his hometown.

He is Scottish, but is of partial Irish ancestry. He has also mentioned that, because of this, his family does not have a tartan.

First stage role was in Coriolanus. Poked in the eye with a wooden stake during rehearsals for the play.

On the first day of shooting his film debut in _Mrs. Brown (1997)_ he had to run naked into a freezing sea and, as a result, developed hypothermia. Later during the filming, he saved a young boy from drowning in the river Tay and received a Certificate Of Bravery from The Royal Humane Society.

Graduated from Glasgow University with a law degree

Did not see his father from the age of 2 until he turned 16.

His eyes are grey/green in color but often appear blue on screen.

Was one rumored to be the next James Bond (after Pierce Brosnan). [April 2001]

Was confirmed for a role in Mindhunters (2004), but chose to drop out of it because of his prior commitment to Timeline (2003). The filming schedules of the two films overlapped. Jonny Lee Miller with whom Butler co-starred in Dracula 2000 (2000) stepped in to take his Mindhunter role.

Was a presenter at the 2003 MTV Europe Music Awards with fellow Scotsman Billy Boyd.

Was at one time the lead singer for a Scottish rock band named Speed, although music eventually became his second love after acting.

Has done five films in which his character's name is in the title: Dracula 2000 (2000), Attila (2001/I) (TV), The Phantom of the Opera (2004), Beowulf & Grendel (2005), and _Burns (2006)_.

Cried while talking about the Phantom's loneliness to The Phantom of the Opera (2004) director Joel Schumacher.

Had the rock-and-roll voice that Andrew Lloyd Webber always wanted to hear as the Phantom.

Jokes about preferring the mask side of his face to the regular side of his face.

Sang in a rock band whilst training to be a lawyer.

He has quickly gained a reputation as one of the nicest actors around, as he always takes time to socialize with fans and hangs out with crew members as much as co-stars on film sets.

When he auditioned for the role of Aslan the Lion in the Walden Media/Disney production of 'Lion, The Witch and the Wardrobe, The (2001)_ he asked, "This isn't going to be like the BBC puppet Aslan, right? Because if so I'm leaving right now.".

He has a legal degree from Glasgow University, but gave up on that career after being fired from a law firm just one week before he was qualified to practice law.

Was chosen as the most attractive man of 2005 by Hello! Magazine

Prefers to be called Gerry. He does this because he notices that many people (especially Americans) struggle with pronouncing "Gerard".

Divides his time between London, New York and Los Angeles.

Chosen by Empire magazine as one of the 100 Sexiest Stars in film history (#10). [2007].

His favorite actor is Christian Bale.

He has a tiny pug your could fit in your palm named Lolitta he fell in love with while walking by a pet shop.

Is constantly trying to quit smoking employing the use of hypnotism, patches, lasers and most general methods. He did quit for six months while filming 300, but started again towards the end of filming.


he's adorable ♥ ^^

A love letter for a funeral

I could not smell you, or taste you, you had no feeling to you; the only feeling I had was the overwhelming feeling of blankness. Every thing went blank, the sound of the crowd and the music silenced when I looked into your eyes. They looked at me and I could see every thing. The earth from above, birds flying up close, and the universe, it was all so vivid, but it looked so small from where we were. It was all like a dream that you have shown me. The only thing I thought at that moment was, “Is she an angel?” cause I have never felt so besieged. Then a single tear ran down your face. As one of the guards told you to take a bottle of water; you were dehydrated. An angel with no water; but you felt like water was cascading over you, like a waterfall upon glass. I couldn’t move, your eyes had hypnotized me. The only movement I took was to kiss your soft rose peddle lips. It wasn’t like all those other girls that came to hold me or kiss me; I couldn’t even put my finger on it. I just knew that you had to tell me some thing, but how, but what? I was confused beyond comprehension, then all of a sudden you dropped; the music came back the roar of the crowd came back, the lights got brighter, I could feel me toes and fingers again as if they were asleep. You laid on the ground so motionlessly, so gently, like you were a butterfly that had just passed in the summer time. Sad, but delicate; I couldn’t cry. Before I could drop to my knees and scream. Guards picked you up and sifted you away. I just stared at your dangling had, as it bounced with the guards each step off the stage, it seemed to reach out to me, but I still couldn’t move. I was paralyzed as if I forgotten how to walk or move. My knees became weak, and as I fell my chest flooded with pure agony, like my heart started to cry; I thought I was having a heart attack it hurt so badly. I stayed curled up in a ball crying and screaming, it felt like I was forgotten again, it felt like I was so alone, I grew cold. Even though the lights that were shining on me could start a fire, they were so hot. I wish you were here right now, I wish you wouldn’t had passed, I don’t even remember what you look like it happened so fast, the only thing I remember on how you looked was your name tag, it said “Cassandra Dea”. I remember that free fall feeling and then hitting the ground. The pain that I felt and the… I can’t even explain the feeling; it was such a beautiful feeling. And now that I know what it feels like, I know that I can never live the same again.

If 2012 is real

I wouldn’t be afraid cause every one would be going down with me, besides I’m a pretty smart and a handy girl, I don’t mean to be cocky, but I sure as hell think I could make it out alive. But if I don’t make it out alive, then I wish upon the brightest star, I wish upon the fluffiest dandelion, I wish upon the fastest shooting star, I wish upon all of the times “10:10” ect… I wish that I could meet all the people that have passed that I wish I could have met when they were still walking with earth. James Melvin Hanley (My Grandpa), Heath Ledger, André Roussimoff aka André the Giant, Michael Jackson, John Lennon, Nick Drake, Ludwig von Beethoven, Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart, Yul Brynner, Samuel Fuller, Bob Marley, and Charlie Chaplin.

I don't have one

lesbi-friend
is where to girls are really good friends. Much like a bromance, accept between two girls, or women.

a lesson on shit

1. One of the most popular swear/cuss/curse words/profanities

2. another word Feces. Poop. Dookie. Scheisse. Poo Poo. Brownies.

The Shit List:

The Ghost Shit
The kind where you feel shit come out, see shit on the toilet paper, but there's no shit in the bowl.

The Clean Shit
The kind where you feel shit come out, see shit in the bowl, but there's no shit on the toilet paper.

The Wet Shit
You wipe your ass fifty times and it still feels unwiped. So you end up putting toilet paper between your ass and your underwear so you don't ruin them with those dreadful skid marks.

The Second Wave Shit
This shit happens when you've finished, your pants are up to your knees, and you suddenly realize you have to shit some more.

The Brain Hemorrahage Through Your Nose Shit
Also known as "Pop a Vein in Your Forehead Shit". You have to strain so much to get it out that you turn purple and practically have a stroke.

The Corn Shit
No explanation necessary.

The Lincoln Log Shit
The kind of shit that's so enormous you're afraid to flush it down without first breaking it up into little pieces with the toilet brush.

The Nororius Drinker Shit
The kind of shit you have the morning after a long night of drinking. It's most noticeable trait is the tread mark left on the bottom of the toilet bowl after you flush.

The "Gee, I Really Wish I Could Shit" Shit
The kind where you want to shit, but even after straining your guts out, all you can do is sit on the toilet, cramped and farting.

The Wet Cheeks Shit
Also known as the "Power Dump". That's the kind that comes out of your ass so fast that your butt cheeks get splashed with the toilet water.

The Liquid Shit
That's the kind where yellowish-brown liquid shoots out of your butt, splashes all over the side of the toilet bowl and, at the same time, chronically burns your tender poop-chute.

The Mexican Food Shit
A class all on its own.

The Crowd Pleaser
This shit is so intriguing in size and/or appearance that you have to show it to someone before flushing.

The Mood Enhancer
This shit occurs after a lengthy period of constipation, thereby allowing you to be your old self again.

The Ritual
This shit occurs at the same time each day and is accomplished with the aid of a newspaper.

The Guinness Book Of Records Shit
A shit so noteworthy it should be recorded for future generations.

The Aftershock Shit
This shit has an odour so powerful than anyone entering the vicinity within the next seven hours is affected.

The "Honeymoon's Over" Shit
This is any shit created in the presence of another person.

The Groaner
A shit so huge it cannot exit without vocal assistance.

The Floater
Characterized by its floatability, this shit has been known to resurface after many flushings.

The Ranger
A shit which refuses to let go. It is usually necessary to engage in a rocking or bouncing motion, but quite often the only solution is to push it away with a small piece of toilet paper.

The Phantom Shit
This appears in the toilet mysteriously and no one will admit to putting it there.

The Peek-A-Boo Shit
Now you see it, now you don't. This shit is playing games with you. Requires patience and muscle control.

The Bombshell
A shit that comes as a complete surprise at a time that is either inappropriate to shit (i.e. during lovemaking or a root canal) or you are nowhere near shitting facilities.

The Snake Charmer
A long skinny shit which has managed to coil itself into a frightening position - usually harmless.

The Olympic Shit
This shit occurs exactly one hour prior to the start of any competitive event in which you are entered and bears a close resemblance to the Drinker's Shit.

The Back-To-Nature Shit
This shit may be of any variety but is always deposited either in the woods or while hiding behind the passenger side of your car.

The Pebbles-From-Heaven Shit
An adorable collection of small turds in a cluster, often a gift from God when you actually can't shit.

Premeditated Shit
Laxative induced. Doesn't count.

Shitzopherenia
Fear of shitting - can be fatal!

Energizer Vs. Duracell Shit
Also known as a "Still Going" shit.

The Power Dump Shit
The kind that comes out so fast, you barely get your pants down when you're done.

The Liquid Plumber Shit
This kind of shit is so big it plugs up the toilet and it overflows all over the floor. (You should have followed the advice from the Lincoln Log Shit.)

The Spinal Tap Shit
The kind of shit that hurts so much coming out, you'd swear it's got to be coming out sideways.

The "I Think I'm Giving Birth Through My Asshole" Shit
Similar to the Lincoln Log and The Spinal Tap Shits. The shape and size of the turd resembles a tall boy beer can. Vacuous air space remains in the rectum for some time afterwards.

The Porridge Shit
The type that comes out like toothpaste, and just keeps on coming. You have two choices: a) flush and keep going, or b) risk it piling up to your butt while you sit there helpless.

The "I'm Going To Chew My Food Better" Shit
When the bag of Doritos you ate last night lacerates the insides of your rectum on the way out in the morning.

The "I Think I'm Turning Into A Bunny" Shit
When you drop lots of cute, little round ones that look like marbles and make tiny splashing sounds when they hit the water.

The "What The Hell Died In Here?" Shit
Also sometimes referred to as "The Toxic Dump". Of course you don't warn anyone of the poisonous bathroom odour. Instead, you stand innocently near the door and enjoy the show as they run out gagging and gasping for air.

The "I Just Know There's A Turd Still Dangling There" Shit
Where you just sit there patiently and wait for the last cling-on to drop off because if you wipe now, it's going to smear all over the place.
"AW SHIT"

"I have to take a shit"

grow the fuck up!!

It feels like forever since I’ve been on here, it feels like forever that I’ve vented and told the world or at least the people that read this how much this world is sooooo stupid and crazy…. But it’s only been 1 day…
This day went really slow, it felt more like 48 hours then 24 hours…

People are so illogical and unintelligent!! I went to GSA (Gay Straight Alliance) and their incorporating bulling with it, and I have no problem with that, but people aren’t gunna listen if you call it bulling, give it a new face or a new name, seriously people aren’t going to give a shit if they are taught that “bulling is wrong, and you shouldn’t do it” since they were in like kindergarten… we have to put our foot down and say hey its not just bulling it’s called prejudice and racist to say these kind of things, were almost adults here, seriously we can stop calling it “bulling” when it’s really called being a dick head and you need to grow the fuck up!!!! We have to stop avoiding the real point, I think were old enough to know what the fuck happens to people when they get bullied and smacked around…??! Am I right people??

No one would listen

If only, if only the world were at my feet
The sun rising behind my head
And the water just above my knees
If only, if only the world would fallow me
Into the darkness and into the light
To show the path that I know is right
The facts that I show, why won’t they listen?
I’m begging at their feet
But no one would listen
They are doomed to the evil of humanity
Without a balance, without peace
They are doomed
God save their souls
They are doomed

lesson for today

The ankh is a symbol of life often shown in the hands of Egyptian gods or pharaohs. The gods are sometimes depicted giving the ankh, and thus giving life, to a human.
The origins of this widespread symbol are much disputed. Whatever its original symbolic meaning (theories range from a sandal loop to a sunrise) the ankh was widely adopted first by Egyptian religions and later by early Christians for whom it linked the cross with eternal life


This familiar symbol appears in many examples of Egyptian art. The eye likely originated with one of the most ancient Egyptian goddesses, Wadjet, who subsequently lent her name to the symbol. Wadjet was a solar goddess, and the sun remained associated with the symbol when it became known as the Eye of Horus, falcon god of the sky.
The symbol is also known as the Eye of Ra, Egypt's sun god of a later period. The eye was used as a protective or healing talisman and was often found on elaborate jewelry.

watch the moon on Friday night!! (:

Year's Biggest Full Moon, Mars Create Sky Show Red planet will join supersize "wolf moon" Friday night


The biggest full moon of 2010 will rise in the east Friday night, and it'll appear with a bright sidekick: Mars will cozy up just to the left of the supersize moon.

January's full moon is also called the wolf moon, according to Native American tradition associating this month's full moon with wolves howling in the cold midwinter. (Take a moon myths and mysteries quiz.)

The 2010 wolf moon will appear 30 percent brighter and 14 percent larger than any other full moon this year, because our cosmic neighbor will actually be closer to Earth than usual.

The moon will be at its closest perigee—the nearest it gets to our planet during its egg-shaped orbit—for 2010 at 4:04 a.m. ET Saturday, reaching a distance of 221,577 miles (356,593 kilometers) from Earth.

At its farthest from Earth, the moon is said to be at apogee. Perigee and apogee each happen generally once a month, but the moon's wobbly orbit means that the satellite's exact distance at each of those events varies over the year. The moon's phase can also be different during each apogee and perigee.

"This month has the largest full moon of 2010, because it coincides with the special moment when the full moon happens to occur on the same day as it is at perigee," said Marc Jobin, an astronomer at the Montréal Planetarium.

And in a remarkable coincidence, Mars is at opposition Friday—directly opposite to the sun in the sky—so that as the sun sets in the southwest, Mars rises in the northeast.

Around opposition, the red planet gets closest to Earth. This year Mars swung by at just 61 million miles (98 million kilometers) on January 27, and it will still appear remarkably bright during the weekend sky show.

"To the naked eye it will appear as a bright, orange-colored star right next to the full moon—the pair will jump out at you for sure," Jobin said.

Full Moon Illusion


Because this unusually close perigee is happening during a full moon, it is expected to have an effect on Earth's tides.

(Related: "Mysterious Tremors' Strength Ebbs With Tides.")

These effects should be modest, most likely measurable in inches, although perigee tides can be higher if there happens to be a storm surge at the same time.

As for observing the effects of perigee on the moon itself, most casual observers should notice an obvious difference in the moon's apparent size as it rises above the eastern horizon, Jobin said.

That's when an optical illusion usually comes into play that makes any full moon seem larger, since the moon is set against familiar Earthly objects rather than appearing high in the empty sky.

"The combination of the two effects—perigee and moon illusion—will be really be noticeable and spectacular near the horizon," Jobin said.