To watch episodes 1-22 click here
It's a series of mini episodes from one of YouTubes famous Channels "Take 180" called I Heart Vampires, and I absolutely fell in love with it!! I really think its better then the Twilight series, the books from the Twilight series are good but the movies suck! But that’s just my opinion. The outline of the mini series connects with the audience by asking them what they should do next, and takes their advice! And also the outline is pretty damn good I think… btw the Vampire in the series is hotter then Robert Pattinson!! ;D
Corbin is the #1 fan of the Confessions of a High School Vampire book series, running the fansite IHeartVampires.net with her best friend, Luci. After Corbin leaks part of the final novel, the "fangosphere" explodes, sending the girls on an adventure where they cross paths with the mysterious Nick, and their lives begin to imitate the very series that they love.
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Monday, December 28, 2009
I am sex on the beach
I took a quiz on what kind of alcoholic drink I am and this is what I got!! :D
"You Are Sex On the Beach
When comes to drinking, you like it to go down smooth.
You really don't like the taste of alcohol - just its effect on you.
So, you're proud to get drunk on fruity, girly drinks.
Because once you're liquored up, the fun begins!"
this is totally me :D its kinda scary D: lol
"You Are Sex On the Beach
When comes to drinking, you like it to go down smooth.
You really don't like the taste of alcohol - just its effect on you.
So, you're proud to get drunk on fruity, girly drinks.
Because once you're liquored up, the fun begins!"
this is totally me :D its kinda scary D: lol
Friday, December 25, 2009
xoxo
yes I made this. you can use it,
you don't have to give me any credit
as long as you don't say you made it yourself.
you don't have to give me any credit
as long as you don't say you made it yourself.
Happy Holidays!
Merry Christmas, Happy Honica, Merry Kwanza… Happy Holidays!!
I had a good x-mas, I got to see my new step cousins and aunt, I got a cute sweater and a cute jacket, a pare of slippers, some sweat pants that are really comfy, I got some candy that’s really expensive, I got a pure gold necklace from my dad, and I got my lil snow baby Dmitry a huge bone!!
But some of my family is just fucked up!! Its just crazy, that kinda ruined a little part of my x-mas but its no biggie, I got over it.
This is probably gunna be my last blog in 2009, so good bye 2009 hello 2010!! :D
I had a good x-mas, I got to see my new step cousins and aunt, I got a cute sweater and a cute jacket, a pare of slippers, some sweat pants that are really comfy, I got some candy that’s really expensive, I got a pure gold necklace from my dad, and I got my lil snow baby Dmitry a huge bone!!
But some of my family is just fucked up!! Its just crazy, that kinda ruined a little part of my x-mas but its no biggie, I got over it.
This is probably gunna be my last blog in 2009, so good bye 2009 hello 2010!! :D
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
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Monday, December 21, 2009
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Saturday, December 19, 2009
fun night
Me and my mom were opening like 3 wine bottles and my dad was all yelling at us “what are you doing?!” and were like we want to try these to see which ones we like and want to drink… we ended liking 2 of them and were drinking the whole things lol. my mom is probably only gunna have like 2 cups of it each one, I’m gunna have the rest lmao :P I'm drinking some Zinfandel right now :D
Friday, December 18, 2009
16 day winter brake!!
At 6:04 PM
Omg I’m sooo happy, today was the last day of school for me, for 16 days!! :D
It’s Winter Brake!!! =D
So today we were watching I am Legend in my Bio class, and I watched the part where the dog died and got bit by the bad dogs. And I was about to cry, and this chick that was sitting next to me, was all like “who cares, it’s just a dog. You can buy a new one.” and I was like first of all, in the movie that’s all what Will Smiths character has at the moment, so yes it is very emotional. And also if you lost pretty much every thing you had, or saw some one lose every thing they had, wouldn’t you cry or feel a little sad?? I would, unless you had no emotion...
Dmitry and I are cuddled up on the couch, with a nice fire going, and watching the night at the museum 2, and its soooooooo funny!! I’m watching the part where the old Egyptian pharaoh is mocking Darth Vator lmao, you wouldn’t get it at all if you didn’t see the movies! lol :P
well t-t-f-n ta ta for now! (:
oh, and every one have a happy holiday weekend!! :D
Omg I’m sooo happy, today was the last day of school for me, for 16 days!! :D
It’s Winter Brake!!! =D
So today we were watching I am Legend in my Bio class, and I watched the part where the dog died and got bit by the bad dogs. And I was about to cry, and this chick that was sitting next to me, was all like “who cares, it’s just a dog. You can buy a new one.” and I was like first of all, in the movie that’s all what Will Smiths character has at the moment, so yes it is very emotional. And also if you lost pretty much every thing you had, or saw some one lose every thing they had, wouldn’t you cry or feel a little sad?? I would, unless you had no emotion...
Dmitry and I are cuddled up on the couch, with a nice fire going, and watching the night at the museum 2, and its soooooooo funny!! I’m watching the part where the old Egyptian pharaoh is mocking Darth Vator lmao, you wouldn’t get it at all if you didn’t see the movies! lol :P
well t-t-f-n ta ta for now! (:
oh, and every one have a happy holiday weekend!! :D
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Tila Tequila BRAKING NEWS... well for me that is
oh my goooshhhhh!! Tila Tequila is engaged, having a baby, and is a lesbian!!?? wow sooo much info for one day!! :D lol
I support every thing that woman dose!!
You’re my inspiration Tila, I love ya!! <3 :D
click here to cheack it out if you don't believe me!!
I support every thing that woman dose!!
You’re my inspiration Tila, I love ya!! <3 :D
click here to cheack it out if you don't believe me!!
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
a funny e-mail my mom's friend sent her
Just in case you weren't feeling too old today........
The people who are starting college this fall w ere born in 1992..
They are too young to remember the space shuttle blowing up.
Their lifetime has always included AIDS.
The CD was introduced two years before they were born.
They have always had an answering machine.
They have always had cable…
Popcorn has always been microwaved.
They never took a swim and thought about Jaws.
They don't know who Mork was or where he was from.
McDonald's never came in Styrofoam containers.
They don't have a clue how to use a typewriter.
Pass this on to the other old fogies on your list.
Notice the larger type?
That's for those of us who have trouble reading.
P.S. Save the earth. It's the only planet with chocolate.
Dmitry's little sister Tasha
haha she has that cute lil way of looking at you when she plays like Dmitry :D
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
stop going through my shit!!
Don’t you just hate it when your parents go through your shit and their all like “why haven’t you told me?” or “just talk to me about this stuff” or “stop doing drugs!!” wait maybe the last part is just me but lol jkjk (: but yeah I get pissed when my mom goes through my shit and asks those questions its like cause its embarrassing to talk about it, and some things I just don’t want to talk to you about. Its very normal to keep securest from you friends even you mom or dad… or guardian (who ever is taking care of you) Why can’t they just see that and shut up and stop going through our private stuff!!!
Gosh I hate it when my mom goes through my shit on my computer and deletes some pics of me that I like!! And she also goes though my camera and deletes some pics too!! God damn bitchez better not go though my fucking shit ever again, or ima kick some ass!!!!!!!!! >:(
Some of my “friends” go through my cloths and assume they can wear them, I am very protective of my cloths and stuff cause I’m afraid of them loosing them or them keeping em (stealing them) cause I had a “friend” that did that before. And also I am an only child so I’m not very okay with sharing or letting people wear my shit… to the people that are reading this and I’ve kinda gotten defensive over them wearing my stuff, I’m sorry but that’s who I am!
Gosh I hate it when my mom goes through my shit on my computer and deletes some pics of me that I like!! And she also goes though my camera and deletes some pics too!! God damn bitchez better not go though my fucking shit ever again, or ima kick some ass!!!!!!!!! >:(
Some of my “friends” go through my cloths and assume they can wear them, I am very protective of my cloths and stuff cause I’m afraid of them loosing them or them keeping em (stealing them) cause I had a “friend” that did that before. And also I am an only child so I’m not very okay with sharing or letting people wear my shit… to the people that are reading this and I’ve kinda gotten defensive over them wearing my stuff, I’m sorry but that’s who I am!
snow day!!
Today was okay, I suck at swimming though!! >.<
Tomorrow is supposed to be a snow day so I’m hoping it is!! :D but I don't want to jinks it so I'm not looking forward to it (wink wink) lol ;P
After I’m done typing on my blog, I’m gotta go type a "thank you" letter to this one lady for sending a bunch of gifts over to my house ^^ she’s my moms pen pal, her name is Wanda. I'm so happy my mom has a pen pal, its gotten her spirits up so much over the past 2 in 1/2 months and I'm so happy for her! Wanda is so sweet to us; we really need more people like her in our world! Well we probably do, but their too far away or we just don’t know who they are yet.
I love the new Syfy original TV series Alice is soooooooooo cool!!
And the first episode when she first falls into Wonderland, she meets the “mad hatter” and she falls in love with this one guys who she thinks is good, but then she thinks is bad, but he ends up being good, and the Mad Hatter seems bad but also, well he’s kinda like a bad boy that good girls always fall in love with like in the movie grease… well I’m not gunna tell you how it ends but I fucking love it! :D it made me cry lol
Tomorrow is supposed to be a snow day so I’m hoping it is!! :D but I don't want to jinks it so I'm not looking forward to it (wink wink) lol ;P
After I’m done typing on my blog, I’m gotta go type a "thank you" letter to this one lady for sending a bunch of gifts over to my house ^^ she’s my moms pen pal, her name is Wanda. I'm so happy my mom has a pen pal, its gotten her spirits up so much over the past 2 in 1/2 months and I'm so happy for her! Wanda is so sweet to us; we really need more people like her in our world! Well we probably do, but their too far away or we just don’t know who they are yet.
I love the new Syfy original TV series Alice is soooooooooo cool!!
And the first episode when she first falls into Wonderland, she meets the “mad hatter” and she falls in love with this one guys who she thinks is good, but then she thinks is bad, but he ends up being good, and the Mad Hatter seems bad but also, well he’s kinda like a bad boy that good girls always fall in love with like in the movie grease… well I’m not gunna tell you how it ends but I fucking love it! :D it made me cry lol
Monday, December 7, 2009
Is the life that were given fair?
Why do we build up our lives when it’s all just going to end shortly? Our society system is fucked up majorly! Our morals and our priorities are all fucked up, we think were doing some thing with our lives, but were really not. All were doing is waiting our beautiful once in a life time chance of this life, even if you’re a Hindu or a Buddhist, yes you may have a lot of other lives ahead of you, but this one is still different then all the other ones, mind as well live it up this way. We should be based around peace and harmony, love and happiness. All our real system is surrounded around money and getting money to live happily… its stupid and pointless!
Pan-sexuality?
I think I'm pan-sexual now...
The definition:
Pan sexual means a sexual orientation characterized by the potential for an artistic and visual attraction, romantic love, or sexual desire for people, regardless of their gender identity. Both Bi-sexual and Pan-sexual define the ability to the attraction of both sexes but they still have there differences.
The definition:
Pan sexual means a sexual orientation characterized by the potential for an artistic and visual attraction, romantic love, or sexual desire for people, regardless of their gender identity. Both Bi-sexual and Pan-sexual define the ability to the attraction of both sexes but they still have there differences.
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Thursday, December 3, 2009
drunk escapade
I got uber drunk last night; I’m surprised I didn’t get sick. My mom found out, it was kinda obvious though so, there was really nothing to hide any way. She’s sooo sweet, I keeped on babbling on and on, on how I didn’t want to turn out like my dad, and she just kept on saying “you’re a smart girl you know better then to turn out like him.” It made me feel waaay better, but I still have that gut feeling that I will turn out like him. Cause alcoholism runs in the family and I’m next in line. I just hope that as I got my moms smarts, I got my moms non-alcohol part too.
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Plans for the rest of the week
Wednesday – hanging out with Lexi && getting drunk
Thursday – hanging out with Joe and Lexi
Friday – going to the movies with Lexi, Ashlynn, and Ashlynn’s boy friend Cory
Thursday – hanging out with Joe and Lexi
Friday – going to the movies with Lexi, Ashlynn, and Ashlynn’s boy friend Cory
Saturday, November 28, 2009
what I'm feeling off the top of my head
I’m lost within the puddle my reflection got stained into. I need to find a presents that I know and feel I belong within. I feel like I haven’t accomplished any thing, in the short time I’ve been on this world, I feel like I should have already become some thing significant like I always become in my dreams. They feel so real, I reach out to some thing and they reach back. I feel more alive when I sleep then when I open my eyes and see the sun shine through the window in the morning.
As a tear slowly runs down my check; it feels like I’m so big compared to that little drop or salty water; But so small compared to the big salty sea I once thought I understood. I realize that my heart doesn’t even belong to myself, so with the logic I hold within my hand, I think, how can it belong to any body else? I cannot speak, I cannot weep. I am speechless and soundless, between breaths I try to squeeze out a sound, but the silence slowly consumes my mind and hypnotizes me into a meditation state, that I feel nothing could break it. As I stay frozen in my mind, I’m awaiting for the key to unlock the box which within leys my broken heart frozen in time awaiting for some thing to fix it. But time is running too fast, its gone too fast, its almost too late.
~ inspiration - "Complete Relinquish" by Utter Abandon
As a tear slowly runs down my check; it feels like I’m so big compared to that little drop or salty water; But so small compared to the big salty sea I once thought I understood. I realize that my heart doesn’t even belong to myself, so with the logic I hold within my hand, I think, how can it belong to any body else? I cannot speak, I cannot weep. I am speechless and soundless, between breaths I try to squeeze out a sound, but the silence slowly consumes my mind and hypnotizes me into a meditation state, that I feel nothing could break it. As I stay frozen in my mind, I’m awaiting for the key to unlock the box which within leys my broken heart frozen in time awaiting for some thing to fix it. But time is running too fast, its gone too fast, its almost too late.
~ inspiration - "Complete Relinquish" by Utter Abandon
Friday, November 27, 2009
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Lesbian or bisexual??
I think I’m going full out lesbian cause men aren’t appealing to me any more. lol like I got the chance to have “fun” (wink wink) with an uber good looking guy and I didn’t want to, I just didn’t have that want like I did for this girl that I met. idk if was weird, cause I use to like guys more then girls (I was bisexual) now I don’t really want to have any “fun” with any guys just girls.
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
movies I want to see and movies I didn't get to see
Fantastic 'Mr. Fox'? Indeed
Wanted
The parasite of happiness
Good
Truth
The reader
Paul blart mall cop
Inkheart
Outlander
Last chance Harvey
Underworld rise of the lycans
Taken
Coralline
Friday the 13th
Ace ventura 3
Duplicity
Knowing
Adventure land
Lesbian vampire killers
Monster vs aliens
Obsessed
Wolverine
Angels and demons
Night at the museum 2
Up
Land of the lost
Moon
The proposal
Year one
Ice age 2
Public enemies
Harry potter 6
The ugly truth
District 9
Time traveler wife
Inglorious bustards
Halloween 2
All about Steve
Gamer
9
Dorian gray
Cloudy with a chance of meet balls
The informant
Creation
Pandorum
Paranormal activity
A serious man
Invention of lying
Whip it
Zombie land
Agora
An education
Couples retreat
Law abiding citizen
Amelia
Astro boy
Motherhood
Saw 6
Men who stare at goats
A Christmas carol
The fourth kind
2012
The messenger
Twilight new moon
The blind side
Planet 51
Brothers
The road
Bunny and the bull
Old dogs
The other man
Everybody’s fine
Up in the air
Crazy heart
The lovely bones
The princess and the frog
Avatar
Solomon kane
check out the link below to see all the movies listed above
http://teaser-trailer.com/movies-2009.html
Wanted
The parasite of happiness
Good
Truth
The reader
Paul blart mall cop
Inkheart
Outlander
Last chance Harvey
Underworld rise of the lycans
Taken
Coralline
Friday the 13th
Ace ventura 3
Duplicity
Knowing
Adventure land
Lesbian vampire killers
Monster vs aliens
Obsessed
Wolverine
Angels and demons
Night at the museum 2
Up
Land of the lost
Moon
The proposal
Year one
Ice age 2
Public enemies
Harry potter 6
The ugly truth
District 9
Time traveler wife
Inglorious bustards
Halloween 2
All about Steve
Gamer
9
Dorian gray
Cloudy with a chance of meet balls
The informant
Creation
Pandorum
Paranormal activity
A serious man
Invention of lying
Whip it
Zombie land
Agora
An education
Couples retreat
Law abiding citizen
Amelia
Astro boy
Motherhood
Saw 6
Men who stare at goats
A Christmas carol
The fourth kind
2012
The messenger
Twilight new moon
The blind side
Planet 51
Brothers
The road
Bunny and the bull
Old dogs
The other man
Everybody’s fine
Up in the air
Crazy heart
The lovely bones
The princess and the frog
Avatar
Solomon kane
check out the link below to see all the movies listed above
http://teaser-trailer.com/movies-2009.html
Thursday, November 19, 2009
The Last Airbender
2 July 2010
This was like my favorite animated kid TV show of all time!! It’s so imaginative, unlike all the other restarted animated kid TV shows, like The Fairy Odd Parents or Johnny Bravo ect… I do like did and still do like watching those shows, but Avatar the Last Airbender is sooo much more cool, and imaginative. I just absolutely loved it and I wish that they still played the episodes on Nickelodeon. I’m uber pumped to see it next summer!! =D
This was like my favorite animated kid TV show of all time!! It’s so imaginative, unlike all the other restarted animated kid TV shows, like The Fairy Odd Parents or Johnny Bravo ect… I do like did and still do like watching those shows, but Avatar the Last Airbender is sooo much more cool, and imaginative. I just absolutely loved it and I wish that they still played the episodes on Nickelodeon. I’m uber pumped to see it next summer!! =D
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
The Meanings of My Names
Charlotte - Feminine - French
Rae - Wise Protection - English
O’Hanley - Meadow on the cliff - Celtic/Gaelic
Cassandra - Prophetess - Greek
Dea - Goddess - Greek
Marek - Warlike - Polish
my code of arms
Handley is an English place name from any of the so-named locations as in Cheshire, Derbyshire, etc. which derived their names from Old English heah = high + leah = wood, clearing. Occasionally, when of Irish origin, it is an Anglicized form of the Gaelic Ó hÁinle , meaning descendant of Ainle, whose name meant Champion. Henley, Hanly are variations of the English version, and O'Hanley, O'Hanly, O'Hanlee are forms of the Irish.
Some of the first settlers of my family name or some of its variants were: Thomas Hanley, who sailed to Maryland in 1685. William Hanley sailed to North Carolina in 1701; Patrick Hanley to Philadelphia in 1838; James and Betty Hanley to New York State in 1847
Rae - Wise Protection - English
O’Hanley - Meadow on the cliff - Celtic/Gaelic
Cassandra - Prophetess - Greek
Dea - Goddess - Greek
Marek - Warlike - Polish
my code of arms
Handley is an English place name from any of the so-named locations as in Cheshire, Derbyshire, etc. which derived their names from Old English heah = high + leah = wood, clearing. Occasionally, when of Irish origin, it is an Anglicized form of the Gaelic Ó hÁinle , meaning descendant of Ainle, whose name meant Champion. Henley, Hanly are variations of the English version, and O'Hanley, O'Hanly, O'Hanlee are forms of the Irish.
Some of the first settlers of my family name or some of its variants were: Thomas Hanley, who sailed to Maryland in 1685. William Hanley sailed to North Carolina in 1701; Patrick Hanley to Philadelphia in 1838; James and Betty Hanley to New York State in 1847
My Astrological Sign
Aquarius: (The Water Carrier) (fixed, air, universal): In astrology Aquarius is ruled by the planets Saturn and Uranus. The tropical duration of Aquarius is January 20 to February 19. Aquarius is considered compatible with the other members of the airy triplicity: Gemini, Libra, and Aquarius itself.
Air Signs - Gemini, Libra, and Aquarius - Air represents the intellect and one's ability to reason and communicate.
Aquarius is water: Water represents imagination, human feelings and one's ability to love and sustain.
Detriment – Sun
Zodiac Element – Air
Saturn: In Roman mythology Saturn is the god of agriculture, founder of civilizations and of social order and conformity. The glyph is most often seen as scythe-like but it is primarily known as the "crescent below the cross", whereas Jupiter's glyph is the "crescent above the cross". The famous rings of the planet Saturn that enclose and surround it, reflect this principle of man's limitations. Saturn takes 29.5 years to orbit the sun, spending about 2.46 years in each sign of the zodiac.
Astrologically Saturn is associated with the principles of limitation, restrictions, boundaries, practicality and reality, crystallizing and structures. Saturn governs ambition, career, authority and hierarchy, and conforming social structures. It concerns a person's sense of duty, discipline and responsibility, and their physical and emotional endurance during hardships. Saturn is also considered to represent the part of a person concerned with long-term planning. The Return of Saturn is said to mark significant events in each person's life. According to the first-century poet Manilius, Saturn is sad, morose, and cold and is the greater malefic. According to Claudius Ptolemy, "Saturn is lord of the right ear, the spleen, the bladder, the phlegm, and the bones."[11] Saturn symbolized processes and things which were dry and extremely cold, and, therefore, inimical to life. It governed the melancholic humor.
Uranus: Astrologically modern interpretations associate Uranus with the principles of genius, individuality, new and unconventional ideas, discoveries, electricity, inventions, and the beginnings of the industrial revolution. Uranus governs societies, clubs and any group dedicated to humanitarian or progressive ideals. Uranus, the planet of sudden and unexpected changes, rules freedom and originality. In society it rules radical ideas and people, as well as revolutionary events that upset established structures. Uranus among all planets most governs genius. Historically it was associated with the principles of the Enlightenment and radical political ideas of equality and freedom, among other things.
In Greek mythology Uranus is the personification of the heavens and the night sky. The planet Uranus is very unusual among the planets in that it rotates on its side, so that it presents each of its poles to the sun in turn during its orbit, so that one hemisphere is bathed in light, while the other lies in total darkness. These strange traits reflect its astrological significance as the breaker of convention.
Sun: In Greek and Roman mythology the sun is represented by Apollo, the god of light. Astrologically the sun is usually thought to represent the conscious ego, the self and its expression, personal power, pride and authority; leadership qualities; and the principles of creativity, spontaneity, health and vitality; the life force. The sun also involves creative enterprises that are a projection of the person, from art and business to having children and parenthood (especially fatherhood). It also rules the fun side of life from sport and recreation to holidays and social events.
Neptune: In Roman mythology Neptune is the god of the sea, and the deep, ocean blue color of the planet Neptune reflects this. Astrologically modern Western astrologers associate the planet Neptune with idealism and compassion, but also with illusion, confusion and deception; with religions, spirituality and mysticism, the mass media, creativity in art and music, drugs, extreme sensitivity, fantasy and imagination, psychic phenomena and altered mental states. Neptune governs hospitals, prisons, mental institutions, and any place, such as a monastery, that involves a retreat from society. In Roman mythology Neptune is the god of the sea, and the deep, ocean blue color of the planet Neptune reflects this. Its glyph is taken directly from Neptune's trident. Neptune takes 165 years to orbit the sun, spending approximately 14 years (13.75) in each sign of the zodiac.
Air Signs - Gemini, Libra, and Aquarius - Air represents the intellect and one's ability to reason and communicate.
Aquarius is water: Water represents imagination, human feelings and one's ability to love and sustain.
Detriment – Sun
Zodiac Element – Air
Saturn: In Roman mythology Saturn is the god of agriculture, founder of civilizations and of social order and conformity. The glyph is most often seen as scythe-like but it is primarily known as the "crescent below the cross", whereas Jupiter's glyph is the "crescent above the cross". The famous rings of the planet Saturn that enclose and surround it, reflect this principle of man's limitations. Saturn takes 29.5 years to orbit the sun, spending about 2.46 years in each sign of the zodiac.
Astrologically Saturn is associated with the principles of limitation, restrictions, boundaries, practicality and reality, crystallizing and structures. Saturn governs ambition, career, authority and hierarchy, and conforming social structures. It concerns a person's sense of duty, discipline and responsibility, and their physical and emotional endurance during hardships. Saturn is also considered to represent the part of a person concerned with long-term planning. The Return of Saturn is said to mark significant events in each person's life. According to the first-century poet Manilius, Saturn is sad, morose, and cold and is the greater malefic. According to Claudius Ptolemy, "Saturn is lord of the right ear, the spleen, the bladder, the phlegm, and the bones."[11] Saturn symbolized processes and things which were dry and extremely cold, and, therefore, inimical to life. It governed the melancholic humor.
Uranus: Astrologically modern interpretations associate Uranus with the principles of genius, individuality, new and unconventional ideas, discoveries, electricity, inventions, and the beginnings of the industrial revolution. Uranus governs societies, clubs and any group dedicated to humanitarian or progressive ideals. Uranus, the planet of sudden and unexpected changes, rules freedom and originality. In society it rules radical ideas and people, as well as revolutionary events that upset established structures. Uranus among all planets most governs genius. Historically it was associated with the principles of the Enlightenment and radical political ideas of equality and freedom, among other things.
In Greek mythology Uranus is the personification of the heavens and the night sky. The planet Uranus is very unusual among the planets in that it rotates on its side, so that it presents each of its poles to the sun in turn during its orbit, so that one hemisphere is bathed in light, while the other lies in total darkness. These strange traits reflect its astrological significance as the breaker of convention.
Sun: In Greek and Roman mythology the sun is represented by Apollo, the god of light. Astrologically the sun is usually thought to represent the conscious ego, the self and its expression, personal power, pride and authority; leadership qualities; and the principles of creativity, spontaneity, health and vitality; the life force. The sun also involves creative enterprises that are a projection of the person, from art and business to having children and parenthood (especially fatherhood). It also rules the fun side of life from sport and recreation to holidays and social events.
Neptune: In Roman mythology Neptune is the god of the sea, and the deep, ocean blue color of the planet Neptune reflects this. Astrologically modern Western astrologers associate the planet Neptune with idealism and compassion, but also with illusion, confusion and deception; with religions, spirituality and mysticism, the mass media, creativity in art and music, drugs, extreme sensitivity, fantasy and imagination, psychic phenomena and altered mental states. Neptune governs hospitals, prisons, mental institutions, and any place, such as a monastery, that involves a retreat from society. In Roman mythology Neptune is the god of the sea, and the deep, ocean blue color of the planet Neptune reflects this. Its glyph is taken directly from Neptune's trident. Neptune takes 165 years to orbit the sun, spending approximately 14 years (13.75) in each sign of the zodiac.
in my fantasy
I’m always thinking of the fantasy that when I’m in trouble or things are going bad some one or some thing will come bursting through the window to save me. But then reality kicks in, and I’m left with a broken heart that my thoughts are only my overactive imagination and none of what I think will come true, and then that leads to if I think that I’ll become an actress or a director ect. that I’m just stupid to think that some thing that great will happen to me when I’m just a non-talented, poor girl that can’t get help but to only stay in her little fantasy in her head waiting for some one or some thing to bust through the window and save her from every complication that’s been forcing her to think logically not what her heart is screaming out to do. When I talk it doesn’t feel like its enough, I feel like words are just too little for my emotions to be put into a description. I just hate writing cause when I write its never enough, or it doesn’t make sense at all.
I’m just lost inside of my mind, and I don’t want to come out. I’m not preparing myself for reality or “real life” and I’m scared cause I’m not that fast of a learner (in school) and idk if I can beat the clock, which in today’s society you have to, being on time isn’t good enough any more. and idk what I’m going to do.
I’m just lost inside of my mind, and I don’t want to come out. I’m not preparing myself for reality or “real life” and I’m scared cause I’m not that fast of a learner (in school) and idk if I can beat the clock, which in today’s society you have to, being on time isn’t good enough any more. and idk what I’m going to do.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Another Realization
I finally know what I want to do with my life!!
But I don’t know how to start >.<
At 4:32 PM
I want to start my life like any other "normal" human being would. finish high school get good grades and credits, then once I graduate go to a 2 year collage just to get a degree, and get a good paying job. Save up as much money as possible (that means I’ll be poorer then a homeless person!). then move to Montana buy a lot of farm land start a farm, (the farm will be about going green) sell the farm products, (start a business). Make non-harsh chemical products for growing plants, or cleaning products. Then once I’m married and at least a little wealthy cause I’m living off of my own food products from the farm…
I’ll learn these languages:
- Finnish
- Latin
- Greek
- Japanese
- German
- Old Scottish
- Italian
- Egyptian (learn how to read ancient hieroglyphs)
Then travel the world discover new things, && meet new people.
What I also want to accomplish:
- make my own cook book
- compose music (learn sizuke) – look it up if you don’t know what it means
- get a really good camera && make a photo album on my life
- get a really good motion picture camera and make a documentary on my life
- find at least one decent human being that understands my complicated intellect
- learn 6 different languages
- help another country
- make my own peace group and promote it all around the world
- travel the world (while making documentary)
- make another huge Woodstock at my house (my farm)
and all this is if the 2012 theories doesn’t happen.
But I don’t know how to start >.<
At 4:32 PM
I want to start my life like any other "normal" human being would. finish high school get good grades and credits, then once I graduate go to a 2 year collage just to get a degree, and get a good paying job. Save up as much money as possible (that means I’ll be poorer then a homeless person!). then move to Montana buy a lot of farm land start a farm, (the farm will be about going green) sell the farm products, (start a business). Make non-harsh chemical products for growing plants, or cleaning products. Then once I’m married and at least a little wealthy cause I’m living off of my own food products from the farm…
I’ll learn these languages:
- Finnish
- Latin
- Greek
- Japanese
- German
- Old Scottish
- Italian
- Egyptian (learn how to read ancient hieroglyphs)
Then travel the world discover new things, && meet new people.
What I also want to accomplish:
- make my own cook book
- compose music (learn sizuke) – look it up if you don’t know what it means
- get a really good camera && make a photo album on my life
- get a really good motion picture camera and make a documentary on my life
- find at least one decent human being that understands my complicated intellect
- learn 6 different languages
- help another country
- make my own peace group and promote it all around the world
- travel the world (while making documentary)
- make another huge Woodstock at my house (my farm)
and all this is if the 2012 theories doesn’t happen.
listen to the smart girl
That would be me!! So shut up boys that think stupid cheer leaders are hot, smart girls know how to do it best! ;D
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Thursday, November 12, 2009
your a loser!
So today I owed this girl some money like just $10 and I promised her I would give it to her back today, but I got sick, and I went home like in the middle of my first hour class. And so she called me up and was like yelling at me like oh, you promised and why didn’t you give me the money…. ect… I tried to explain myself, but she just kept on yelling at me, and w/e its not my fault my body can’t fight off colds or flues! I’m sorry that today my body just wasn’t feeling good! All I really have to say to them is that their pathetic losers, that wont get any thing in life, they’ll always have “excess” and that’s probably what will kill them over time. I thought I was a good friend of yours I thought you trusted me, its just $10 you’ll get it tomorrow settle the fuck down, and grow up, and get a fucking life! Drugs don’t make you look cool, cause in time your going to be the loser, and I’m going to be the one that was a loser but cleaned up her act, and won in the end!!!!
Monday, November 9, 2009
the imaginarium of doctor parnassus
This is Heath Ledgers final performance in a movie; it looks good already by the look of it. I can’t wait till it comes out!! I’m crying right now; we miss you Heath, && we all love ya!! I wish I could have met an absolute genius like you, the way you put your characters into a living person; its crazy seeing a made up image turn into some thing as magnificent as what you’ve created.
xoxoxo I hope I get to meet you once I’ve passed onto another life, or into the big abyss.
xoxoxo I hope I get to meet you once I’ve passed onto another life, or into the big abyss.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
I love movies!
Today was sucha nice day out, but every one was either sleeping, already doing some thing, or grounded. So it was uber boring, I took some great pictures though, and watched some awesome ass movies!!
- Underworld Evolution (what I’m watching right now)
- Blood Diamond
- Van Helsing
So I guess idk if today was horrible, it was just a self day, to get to know myself better, and to just laze around and put myself back together.
I feel like I’m caged, not physically, mentally. I can’t seem to find the correct words to explain what I’m feeling. It makes my head hurt just trying to figure it out. idk I just whish I could understand what I’m going through.
- Underworld Evolution (what I’m watching right now)
- Blood Diamond
- Van Helsing
So I guess idk if today was horrible, it was just a self day, to get to know myself better, and to just laze around and put myself back together.
I feel like I’m caged, not physically, mentally. I can’t seem to find the correct words to explain what I’m feeling. It makes my head hurt just trying to figure it out. idk I just whish I could understand what I’m going through.
Friday, November 6, 2009
The Zoo!!
So I had a really sucky ass boring day!! I had to take my sexy pix off my MySpace cause one of my friends moms saw them and I didn’t want her telling my mom on me so… No more sexual Cassie… >:(
But tomorrow is gunna be uber fuckin fun!! I’m gunna go get fuckin backed then go to the zoo cause its free zoo day on Saturday, I’m uber pumped!! =D can’t wait!! Were gunna go to the petting zoo and feed goats, sheep, and other cute animals. Then we are gunna go on this train that goes throughout the whole zoo and omfg that’s gunna be fun considering we’ll be chopped out of our minds!! =D
But tomorrow is gunna be uber fuckin fun!! I’m gunna go get fuckin backed then go to the zoo cause its free zoo day on Saturday, I’m uber pumped!! =D can’t wait!! Were gunna go to the petting zoo and feed goats, sheep, and other cute animals. Then we are gunna go on this train that goes throughout the whole zoo and omfg that’s gunna be fun considering we’ll be chopped out of our minds!! =D
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
this is crazy!
Today was interesting, found out all the dirty shit about almost all of my friends, man that’s a lot of info for one night!! And on top of that I randomly added this random person on myspace without knowing who it really was… it was my old friend Marina from my old school I went to. And I freaked the fuck out!! =D lol it was so weird and sucha quinky-dink lol. Well that made my night, besides the fact that some of my friends have a lot of explaining to do! >:(
Monday, November 2, 2009
Bram Stoker's Dracula
I don’t like this movie because of the acting, or because of the filming, or the special effects. Actually I think that they were too over dramatic and the special effects could be waaay better; I love it because it captures the best of the Dracula stories; I love it because it is a story on how even the most evilest of things can feel love and see true beauty. Dracula didn’t want to damn Mina because he loved her too much. He wanted to be with her and love her for eternity but he didn’t want her to face what he had to face. Even in the face of evil love will always shine through, and show it a brighter path; the path to happiness and mercy.
Click here to watch the full movie in HD and free! (its on YouTube)
Click here to watch the full movie in HD and free! (its on YouTube)
noth'n much
Not a lot happened in the past week,
But I guess I’ll talk and ramble…
I got drunk yesterday, that took a lot of the stress off of my shoulders. And I guess I like 2 people now, but idk who to choose, cause they both seem really nice, and idk them enough to say that I like, like one better then the other to narrow my list. But I have a guess on who I should really go for, I have more stuff in common with him, and I think I can show him a brighter side to life, instead of always looking at the negative.
That’s really all I have to say for now,
Oh, wait…
Check out this artist Nick Drake I really love his music, he’s not that well known and he’s an older musician; he died in the 70’s from suicide. But his music is so pretty and true. When I listen to the songs I feel like I can see him playing and singing these songs, like he’s right next to me.
But I guess I’ll talk and ramble…
I got drunk yesterday, that took a lot of the stress off of my shoulders. And I guess I like 2 people now, but idk who to choose, cause they both seem really nice, and idk them enough to say that I like, like one better then the other to narrow my list. But I have a guess on who I should really go for, I have more stuff in common with him, and I think I can show him a brighter side to life, instead of always looking at the negative.
That’s really all I have to say for now,
Oh, wait…
Check out this artist Nick Drake I really love his music, he’s not that well known and he’s an older musician; he died in the 70’s from suicide. But his music is so pretty and true. When I listen to the songs I feel like I can see him playing and singing these songs, like he’s right next to me.
Friday, October 30, 2009
Avatar
oh my fucking satin, I can't wait t'ill this movie comes out!! this looks like sucha good movie, and the special effects are like crazy awsome!!
Trailer Park | MySpace Video
Trailer Park | MySpace Video
the dream that changed my life
Hey every body, so I just woke up and I had the most weirdest dream, I died in the dream, but I felt like I knew exactly what death felt like. My wound hurt at first but then it just felt worm. Then I felt like I knew that if I died every thing would be okay and I would meet every one that died around me up in paradise or some sort of beautiful place, like, I felt like I knew this havoc would all be over with soon. I’m seriously not afraid of death any more, and that was my biggest fear; that was pretty much my only fear. Well I’m sorta afraid of the dark but that doesn’t really count cause it was all connected to death. I was afraid some thing would get me, or (kill) me. All of my fears were connected to the fear of death. Now I guess I don’t really have any fears. It’s the most best feeling ever. I’m not afraid any more, I’m free! I feel like I’m in to movie v for vendetta lol, he taught me how to not be afraid, I don’t necessarily know who he is, but I know once I die I’ll meet him finally; my guardian angel.
at 11:26 AM, on Thursday 10/30/09
at 11:26 AM, on Thursday 10/30/09
Thursday, October 29, 2009
The Relization
11:36 pm October 17, 2009
I just realized some thing, some thing that probably could change the coarse of my life or at least change the way I look at things. I realized that you shouldn’t want to grow up too fast, that you should cherish every second you have, whether if your 13, 20, 45, or even 80 years old because even though you might think you have still a long ways to go, your time might be cut short by some thing unexpected. And I just want to live as much as I can, I don’t want to die at a young age any more, I want to see my kids grow up; I want to have grand children and see them grow up as well. I don’t want to be caught up in my emotions, I just want to feel, feel like I’m free, and be happy. Not cadged up in my mind afraid of showing who I really am, cause there’s no time for wondering, or worrying. There’s only time for freedom, love, and peace. Cause what it all comes down to the end, that’s all we really need… is love.
I just realized some thing, some thing that probably could change the coarse of my life or at least change the way I look at things. I realized that you shouldn’t want to grow up too fast, that you should cherish every second you have, whether if your 13, 20, 45, or even 80 years old because even though you might think you have still a long ways to go, your time might be cut short by some thing unexpected. And I just want to live as much as I can, I don’t want to die at a young age any more, I want to see my kids grow up; I want to have grand children and see them grow up as well. I don’t want to be caught up in my emotions, I just want to feel, feel like I’m free, and be happy. Not cadged up in my mind afraid of showing who I really am, cause there’s no time for wondering, or worrying. There’s only time for freedom, love, and peace. Cause what it all comes down to the end, that’s all we really need… is love.
I love you Chad!
I just found out at 12:28 October 29, 2009 that my cousin Chad is going through surgery, he’s in stage five censer, the doctors don’t usually go through surgery if its stage five, but the chemotherapy didn’t work, so there’s nothing else they can really do. I knew it wasn’t looking good for him before, but now I know that he probably won’t make it through. I can't really fathom that I probably wont even get to say good bye to him.
Hazzahh! fuck yeah Barack Obama!!!
In a 68-29 vote, the Senate voted to approve the Matthew Shepard and James Byrd, Jr. Hate Crimes Prevention Act, which would lend federal assistance to states and localities that are unwilling or unable to investigate and prosecute crimes motivated by sexual orientation and gender identity. The bill, which the House approved earlier this month, now makes its way to President Obama’s desk. The president has routinely pledged to sign the bill, most recently at his keynote address to the Human Rights Campaign, the nation’s largest gay rights group. For the 14th and final time since the 105th Congress, the U.S. Senate today passed a $680 billion Defense Reauthorization Bill, including a hate-crimes amendment aimed at protecting the LGBT community. In a 68-29 vote, the Senate voted to approve the Matthew Shepard and James Byrd, Jr. Hate Crimes Prevention Act, which would lend federal assistance to states and localities that are unwilling or unable to investigate and prosecute crimes motivated by sexual orientation and gender identity. The bill, which the House approved earlier this month, now makes its way to President Obama’s desk. The president has routinely pledged to sign the bill, most recently at his keynote address to the Human Rights Campaign, the nation’s largest gay rights group. “It is no secret that issues of great concern to gays and lesbians are ones that raise a great deal of emotion in this country,” the president told the HRC. “And it's no secret that progress has been incredibly difficult -- we can see that with the time and dedication it took to pass hate crimes legislation.” One of gay rights groups’ big-ticket items, the hate-crimes legislation, may allay some activists, who have expressed impatience with what they perceive as the president’s unwillingness to make good on campaign promises to their community.
here's where I got the info from:
http://firstread.msnbc.msn.com/archive/category/1360.aspx
here's where I got the info from:
http://firstread.msnbc.msn.com/archive/category/1360.aspx
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
4-day weekend off!!
Well, this was an interesting day… lol well now I like three guys well not like, like but enough to have a little fun with them bahaha.
So on with my story, I got home from school and asked my mom if I can go chill at this park (Buena Park) I have some pix on my MySpace of me at the park http://www.myspace.com/blaqkhart but any ways and then my dad was all paranoid (high as a fuckin kite!!) and he was insisting that I come home to go out to eat with him and my mom, which he knows that I hate going out to eat, idk why I just do, but any ways, and my mom was all like no let her stay at the park and chill for a little while longer and he was getting sooooo pist it was crazy!!
&& on top of that my weekend is all fucked up now cause my friend is grounded till she’s 18 (so she says) and my weekend was all me and her going to the movies or going to this haunted corn maze thingy and idk it makes me upset I was soooo looking forward to the 4 day weekend I had and now I have hardly any thing to do cause every one else is already booked for the weekend too…. Ughhh!! I’m unhappy >:’(
well I'll see if my other friend is free or if i can chill with her cause she has a b-day coming up in two days so, I'll see if I can party hard with her and if I can drink on her dime lol.
So on with my story, I got home from school and asked my mom if I can go chill at this park (Buena Park) I have some pix on my MySpace of me at the park http://www.myspace.com/blaqkhart but any ways and then my dad was all paranoid (high as a fuckin kite!!) and he was insisting that I come home to go out to eat with him and my mom, which he knows that I hate going out to eat, idk why I just do, but any ways, and my mom was all like no let her stay at the park and chill for a little while longer and he was getting sooooo pist it was crazy!!
&& on top of that my weekend is all fucked up now cause my friend is grounded till she’s 18 (so she says) and my weekend was all me and her going to the movies or going to this haunted corn maze thingy and idk it makes me upset I was soooo looking forward to the 4 day weekend I had and now I have hardly any thing to do cause every one else is already booked for the weekend too…. Ughhh!! I’m unhappy >:’(
well I'll see if my other friend is free or if i can chill with her cause she has a b-day coming up in two days so, I'll see if I can party hard with her and if I can drink on her dime lol.
T-I-double-ga-err
I’m at school right now in my only study hall, I know I should be doing work but I’m not lol. I am uber bored out of my mind!! I wish this day would go faster; I can’t wait till after school today, cause Lexi is coming over to chill and hopefully sleep over!! And like I said in my blog before this one, I have a 4-day weekend so today is the last day of school for this week! I’m probably guuna go to this haunted corn maze on Friday night with some friends, during the day I’ll probably go to this park by my house (Buena Park) its like the most cooliest place to get high as a kite and just chill, but that’s only in the summer time or when its nice out, it sucks during the winter.
Well that’s all for now,
T-T-F-N
Ta Ta For Now!! (:
Well that’s all for now,
T-T-F-N
Ta Ta For Now!! (:
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Lucy I'm Home!!
I just found out today, my school has off Thursday and Friday!! I have a four day weekend, so I’m uber happy!! (: I’ve been doing good with the whole getting clean thing, I quit OC’s for good, I’m still going through withdrawals. But I’m still smoking cigs and am still smoking weed, but that’s not necessarily an addictive drug any way, and I still drink but I can hardly get my hands on any booze ever. I’ve been doing really well in school; I gotta get my English grade up though. There’s not really a lot going on today the same old BS lying from one of my so called “friends” I can’t figure out when she’s telling the truth or telling a lie. Its uber pathetic that every thing she says I have to question myself if this time I’m going to believe her or not. But what ever, that’s the least of my worries. I really wish some thing weird and exciting would happen, like a spider biting me and I get super powers for like 2 days or like I get zzzaped by lightning and I get zzapy powers for like a week lol just some thing different it doesn’t even have to be that big. I need the excitement, cause now its so boring I’ve been talking to myself for the past 3 weeks lmao. Well idk I know I have super weird powers ^.^
My random funny inside joke for today is “Lucy, I’m home!!” lol
Monday, October 26, 2009
Wactchmen!
I feel like such a dork today, I’ve been really tired, well that’s kind of normal considering it’s a Monday. This last weekend was a chill weekend. I just lazed around, hung out with a friend and watched the best movie I’ve seen in a while (Watchmen) here’s the trailer if you don’t know what movie it is, but I’m sure you do.
And I fell in love… with AriZona iced tea “Georgia Peach” lol
A lot happened in the past three months I found out a lot about some people, good and bad. But I’ve also found out a lot about myself that I never really saw or knew was there. And I still can’t believe that its there. Its really hard to explain, so I’m not going to explain it and get who ever is reading this confuzzled out of there mind. lol
I hope every one had a good weekend, and have a good nights rest tonight, cause I know I wont…
oh, && p.s. my song for the week is "Sounds of Silence" by Simon and Garfunkel
xoxoxo, Cassie
And I fell in love… with AriZona iced tea “Georgia Peach” lol
A lot happened in the past three months I found out a lot about some people, good and bad. But I’ve also found out a lot about myself that I never really saw or knew was there. And I still can’t believe that its there. Its really hard to explain, so I’m not going to explain it and get who ever is reading this confuzzled out of there mind. lol
I hope every one had a good weekend, and have a good nights rest tonight, cause I know I wont…
oh, && p.s. my song for the week is "Sounds of Silence" by Simon and Garfunkel
xoxoxo, Cassie
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