Why can’t I ever find happiness?
It feels like I’m lost within a dream
I’m not hungry any more like I was starving before
I have to force food down my throat
The only pain I feel is loneliness
I only cry when I hear or talk about Michael Jackson’s death
I feel like there is no one in this world that will satisfy me ever
All I want to do is learn, (like school wise)
which is odd because I hate school and waking up early in the morning
I don’t want to talk to any body
I want to cry but hate to show any one emotion
I want to be with only one man but he isn’t here any more
And if he was here I don’t think that it would ever happen any way…
It feels like I’m lost within a nightmare.
