Friday, June 18, 2010

I found myself in wonderland

I rather close my eyes
And fall asleep
Then look at this world
Because I know I cannot save it
I rather dream in a nightmare
Then become one of them
In real life
Why should I fall awake?
When I can fall asleep
And dream of a beautiful place
Where nothing bad could happen?
Where nothing could be tainted
Where children never grew
Where mommies and daddies would never fight
Where birds and worms alike
Could live in harmony
Never to see their blood
Or another’s blood
And sleep forever in their dreams
in my dream of a wonderland

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

helps with one thing but creates another thing

The pills make me forget about the truth; make me hide my true feelings. They fog my vision of the real world in thinking that there is some good in it. They tell me I am not the only one, and that I can make it. They block my mind’s eyes and my vision, and tell me I’m fine. When my mind is just really being hypnotized, in thinking all this, and I wonder who I really am, I love the me when I’m on them, because I have nothing to worry, but I love the true me too… I’m stuck in between something I’m not, but want to be, and something I am and love who I am, but don’t like facing the depressing truth about life in general.

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

making love in poetry

I wish I had some one to put this under their name on my profile.
"Your hands they move like waves over me beneath the moon, tonight, we're the sea"


or just Scarlett Johansson

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Silence brakes the cycle

The silence breaks my thoughts
It makes me forget about the reality
It makes me fall into a trance

It makes me want to stay asleep
It makes me want to never come back

The silence sooths my soul
A brake from all the havoc
A brake from all the noise
A brake from this life

But the life we live
Isn’t really life at all
It’s just a chain holding us down
The chains are society ruling us and owning us
I can understand we do need order,
But that doesn’t mean they have to control us
Even in our dreams they control us all
Always pushing us to be over achievers
But what are we achieving in?
All I know is we have no understanding
We have no love
And that’s what distinct us from other species
Because we are the most heartless and violent of all species on planet earth
You know why?
Because we have the intelligent abilities to know what we’re doing wrong
But we still do it any ways.