Even though the people around me tell me that they love me, I find it hard to find that the truth. It feels like I’m constantly being lied to, I can’t trust any body but my drink… I feel lost within a world that doesn’t love me, even though I love it. I can’t understand why I’m not excepted, or why I’m not “cool” I’m cute, zany, random, and I love any one that has the ability to love, there for I love everybody. I wish I didn’t have to feel cadged and hated, I wish that my love could shine through to every part of the world, but I guess how cold I feel about myself is showing through on how I look at other people. I miss innocence, I wish I couldn’t have lost that, but I guess it’s too late to gain it back.
