I love the way it distorts me
My veins run with its venom
The snake turns my vision into a lost collision
In a dead forest
Why do we have dead forests?
I love the way it distorts me
Like fiction it cannot destroy me
They say it would ruin me
But it’s my best friend
I cannot abandon it
Like the world abandoned me
Oh what shall I do?
I want to live without it
But as much as I try, I want it
I turn right back to rely upon it
It’s my holy water
It’s my redemption
What would I do without my poison?
I cherish each moment I am on it
I feel each and ever second with an intimate perception
Without it I would fall apart
Each and ever piece of me would fall down the drains
The only thing that could save me
From the poison that has locked me away
Is you
I’m calling out to reach you
But you too far away
As much as I try, I want it
I turn right back to rely on it
I’m hooked, can’t you see?
You’re too far away
Too far away
