Hey every body, so I just woke up and I had the most weirdest dream, I died in the dream, but I felt like I knew exactly what death felt like. My wound hurt at first but then it just felt worm. Then I felt like I knew that if I died every thing would be okay and I would meet every one that died around me up in paradise or some sort of beautiful place, like, I felt like I knew this havoc would all be over with soon. I’m seriously not afraid of death any more, and that was my biggest fear; that was pretty much my only fear. Well I’m sorta afraid of the dark but that doesn’t really count cause it was all connected to death. I was afraid some thing would get me, or (kill) me. All of my fears were connected to the fear of death. Now I guess I don’t really have any fears. It’s the most best feeling ever. I’m not afraid any more, I’m free! I feel like I’m in to movie v for vendetta lol, he taught me how to not be afraid, I don’t necessarily know who he is, but I know once I die I’ll meet him finally; my guardian angel.
at 11:26 AM, on Thursday 10/30/09
