I just found out at 12:28 October 29, 2009 that my cousin Chad is going through surgery, he’s in stage five censer, the doctors don’t usually go through surgery if its stage five, but the chemotherapy didn’t work, so there’s nothing else they can really do. I knew it wasn’t looking good for him before, but now I know that he probably won’t make it through. I can't really fathom that I probably wont even get to say good bye to him.