11:36 pm October 17, 2009
I just realized some thing, some thing that probably could change the coarse of my life or at least change the way I look at things. I realized that you shouldn’t want to grow up too fast, that you should cherish every second you have, whether if your 13, 20, 45, or even 80 years old because even though you might think you have still a long ways to go, your time might be cut short by some thing unexpected. And I just want to live as much as I can, I don’t want to die at a young age any more, I want to see my kids grow up; I want to have grand children and see them grow up as well. I don’t want to be caught up in my emotions, I just want to feel, feel like I’m free, and be happy. Not cadged up in my mind afraid of showing who I really am, cause there’s no time for wondering, or worrying. There’s only time for freedom, love, and peace. Cause what it all comes down to the end, that’s all we really need… is love.
