are we all abnormal?

The only thing that can keep me sane is to look upon the future and try to form what I would like to have in store for the rest of my life. To find Nirvana you would have to focus on the present, not the past, or the future, just what ever you are dealing with in the now. Yes that seams logical, if you find peace within yourself you would have to eliminate all your fears, wants, and pleasures. But, how will you focus yourself to what ever you would like to achieve if you’re only thinking about the present? Besides Buddha lived in a different time period, now days it’s different. People push kids to focus on there dreams and what they want to be, or what they want to accomplish in their short life. But in reality that only makes kids that will once turn into the grown ups that will rule the population. Our generation is just going to be disappointed, for not every one can make it in the big world. It’s hard out there, even though I have not experience it yet, I know that it will not be easy for me, or for any one for that matter. It seems like I have no future even though I have all the dreams and plans as what a “normal” human would have, I still feel like there was some thing more to just this, to the life we have created and the society we have formed. I feel as if I was created, or made for a purpose. Not knowing what I’m in for, I came into this world. Clueless and unexplained; I am the weary one looking for the propaganda that forces us homosapiens to become some thing that we all are tricked into from the beginning of our lives, to the very last breath we have. We are tricked into thinking that the way every thing is, is normal. But what is normal exactly? The correct definition of it is: normal - (adjective) normal is the opposite of abnormal, abnormality is the dysfunction of the brain. Like a mental illness or a form of retardation. So the normal that we put into terms (conforming to the usual standard, type, or custom) really doesn’t exist. What future are we building up for? We all end up in the same place in the end.